Well, after reading through the above 14 pages(!) I am voting for ISTP. (See description below.)
Wow you have some patience, that was really not necessary but thanks
I will repeat what highlander said, I relate to some of your descriptions of yourself and I'm also an INTJ. The parts I don't relate to are probably the difference between my 5w6 and your 8 (guessing here and highlander's 6 has some similar traits, not sure on wing).
Can I ask why you type Ti-dom (LII-Ti) in socionics?
[MENTION=8936]highlander[/MENTION] said he didn't relate to this part (bolded): "I have a similar feeling also when I've got through a real thorough detail oriented analysis of details and experiences and as a consequence can see how things work together, I see the main principles, the logical links establishing structure, determining the degree of relevancy for everything, all of it allowing me to make judgments very easily and quickly."
How about you with that?
He called that Ti.. and yeah, well, this is basically what goes on in my head, what I highlighted above.
Reading what you've written, you seem to agree with ISTP (in parts but not necessarily as a whole).
You also sound more S then N to me, and there is something about your question asking (why, more info, clarification, etc.) that seems more S to me.
Given how hard it seems for you to find something to settle on, you are probably borderline on at least one part, as you mentioned after taking the test (J with a lot of P).
Can you live with this?
Yep borderline on the J/P. Just trying to make sense of all this in the context of the MBTI system. I'm ok with Ti-dom and with Se-aux too but seems like I have something going on that the ISTP's don't relate to, either that, or misunderstanding due to different word usages (at least in part that seems to be the problem heh).
ISTP's are realistic and reserved, preferring to focus on things they can do with their hands. They are interested in how things work and finding practical solutions to problems. They are adventurous risk-takers, and enjoy living in the moment and physical pursuits. They like challenges and are independently minded, willing to go around the rules to get things done. They can be emotionally detached and socially indifferent, but loyal to the people they care about.
Where I don't relate is, I'm not comfortable with saying that I just do things with my hands. I can do this too but I do more than that... For the things that aren't simple hands-on daily tasks / problems to solve, I have an understanding in my head that's distinctly removed, not directly physical and that's what I go by. I do need the physical to apply it to, I'm definitely not as removed as INTP's are. With these things, there is a hardware or a process that's out there in the world, that's what I analyse first and that's what I apply my understanding onto when I act. (I do also wonder if this is my connection to 5 in enneagram.) Does this make sense? I don't relate to the craftsman label overall even though I can do those simple hands-on things too and sure I can enjoy figuring out how to fix something that's broken.
The rest works!, except that I can easily be engaged socially if someone/people draw me in.