What Are You Feeling II: The Sequel & The Last Crusade & Search for & Revenge of Khan &The Secret of the Ooze

[Earl Grey]

My name mutated while I was away.

Greetings, тень


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I can't believe I just burned mantou.

But also, as someone who rambles for paragraphs and paragraphs I am so happy we finally have a post draft function.

 

[Vendrah]

My name mutated while I was away.

Your name was in russian chars, right? Something like that.
@highlander said that these kinds of chars are no longer supporter, so you shall edit and take a new name with ABC chars now.

 

[highlander]

Your name was in russian chars, right? Something like that.
@highlander said that these kinds of chars are no longer supporter, so you shall edit and take a new name with ABC chars now.

They might be supported. I don't know for sure. What I do know is there was a hiccup in the data conversion procesa

 

[SD45T-2]

Decrepit and aimless.

 

[RadicalDoubt]

Like gum on a warm sidewalk. I am... Human goo.

 

[Maou]

Your name was in russian chars, right? Something like that.
@highlander said that these kinds of chars are no longer supporter, so you shall edit and take a new name with ABC chars now.

Lol its fine for now.

Also, I just realized this is the same forum software as Kiwifarms (I think anyways, based purely on how the quotes work).

 

[Indigo Rodent]

Resentment and mental and physical exhaustion.

 

[Saturnal Snowqueen]

Wishing I knew the reason for why the hell everyone ignores me all the time.
Like someone has put a muzzle around me.

 

[Indigo Rodent]

Feeling like I'm in a downward spiral of sorts. Feeling exhausted and miserable and hoppeless.

 

[Maou]

Can't focus, can't motivate myself, can't do anything right now. All I want to do is sleep lol. I am once again reminded how I would lose my mind if I didn't have work.

 

[OneTriz]

Resignation. I've mostly given up hope that I will ever change in a meaningful way.

 

[Indigo Rodent]

Disappointment, resentment, sick of it all. I ordered a book, pretty expensive one (about 5,3 minimum hourly wages), it arrived with moisture damage to paper and with a marred cover. It was packaged in foil packaging, on top of cardboard, on top of bubblewrap. What's the point of making a hardcover book printed on art paper and putting it into so much packaging if they don't bother to store it correctly and make sure it's undamaged before sending. And also, I specifically asked them to make sure the book isn't damaged. Why do even things that are supposed to be good have to suck?

 

[Hermit of the Forest]

So many apostrophes on the site were messed up with the conversation to xenforo. I want fix them all, but alas, do not have enough time or especially patience.

 

[Indigo Rodent]

Feeling sick and tired with living in this society. Basic things just don't work. Starting with creating people into overpopulated areas, into poverty and oppression and ending with books arriving damaged.

 

[Totenkindly]

Indifference towards everything, which I scan as a form of depression for me. I feel isolated in terms of my options. I have contacts but none with the opportunity to go beyond in-the-moment interactions to something more deeply rooted. My life is moving on towards its final third and I see reports daily about people in my age bracket keeling over, and I don't feel like I have much to show for it in the long-term scale. Was there a point to any of it, other than the daily existence?

I mean, it beats the agonizing kind of depression I suffered daily for years, in my past; but it still feels empty.

 

[Indigo Rodent]

Disappointment, resentment, sick of it all. I ordered a book, pretty expensive one (about 5,3 minimum hourly wages), it arrived with moisture damage to paper and with a marred cover. It was packaged in foil packaging, on top of cardboard, on top of bubblewrap. What's the point of making a hardcover book printed on art paper and putting it into so much packaging if they don't bother to store it correctly and make sure it's undamaged before sending. And also, I specifically asked them to make sure the book isn't damaged. Why do even things that are supposed to be good have to suck?

Feeling completely crushed by this stuff. It's something that happened after I received multiple damaged books from other companies. Like it was supposed to be a reward for my sufferings and instead it's just more disappointments and pain.
I feel too tired to even contact the seller.

 

[Morpeko]

Fixated on my bodily flaws and very insecure.

My knees in particular are disturbing me a lot in how they are a lot darker compared to the rest of my legs. I don't like my skin very much, because it doesn't seem evenly-colored.

My face is pretty deformed, I hate the bone structure and how fleshy it is. I wish I had a less round nose too. I think my eyes would look a lot better on a different face because they have potential to look good, but they're ruined by the rest of me. Sad. It's almost enough to consider plastic surgery although I'd never do that for authenticity and financial reasons.

Don't get me started on my lack of height and lack of muscles... My stomach pouch won't go away even if I have 11 abs, and that irritates the fuck out of me. I hate how tiny I look.

And lately I've noticed that my rib cage is visible. I don't know if it's been that way for a while. Like you can touch the individual ribs and that's kind of disturbing to me.

 

[Indigo Rodent]

Feeling uncertain if I'm right about some stuff. Also, feeling generally despondent. My IBS also got worse.

 

[Maou]

"Man always thinks about the past before he dies, as if he were frantically searching for proof that he truly lived.”

 

[SD45T-2]

Wrung out.