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[Other] What Are You Feeling II: The Sequel & The Last Crusade & Search for & Revenge of Khan

Morpeko

Noble Wolf
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I got drunk at 8 in the morning today. I am not wise.

I had a weird little breakdown earlier and I credit my drunken state for that. I think I really need to cut down on the alcohol.
 

RadicalDoubt

Alongside Questionable Clarity
Joined
Jun 27, 2017
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1,843
MBTI Type
TiSi
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9w1
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sp/so
Uncomfortable and deep in thought
 

Pikaqiu

Member
Joined
Oct 26, 2021
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42
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ENFP
I felt trapped and stuck in my life but now felt more hopeful. :)
 

Anantashesha

ship of theseus
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ISTP
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sp/sx
Me having to google this at all:
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My ancestors reviving to shame me:
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xenaprincess

Well-known member
Joined
Oct 7, 2011
Messages
4,034
MBTI Type
infp
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6w5
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sp/sx
Awake, annoyed, angsty.
 

Infinite Metamorphosis

Quiet Riot ✊
Joined
Jan 17, 2018
Messages
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I'm embarrassed of how physically and emotionally weak I can be.
I'm not sure what the context for this is, so I can't really comment or say anything significant about that part. No idea whether you're being too hard on yourself, or if you just had a weak moment like we all have because we're human, or what. Your honesty stood out to me, though, and I just wanted to comment that it's something I find very respectable.

EDIT:
Just realized how old that post was....oops.
 

Infinite Metamorphosis

Quiet Riot ✊
Joined
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A few things simultaneously, but each of them about different things.

Guilty that a while back, I overshared someone else's personal business. I'm having a hard time letting go of that one. I feel horrible about it, and it's not a fuck-up that I will mindlessly repeat. On top of that, I was somewhat boastful about something in the process of it. For some time, I plateaued. It wasn't conscious or deliberate, so that one is mostly a "live and learn" thing, as I see it. The oversharing wasn't intentional, either, but I should've been more mindful and attentive, and I should've considered the consequences it might be able to have on them.

I also feel stressed, as I am working all the time, am soon to start a second job, and have been under a lot of pressure from getting ready to leave the country permanently (well, outside of visitation), in 7 months. After that, I have a lot of things to catch up on. In about 2 years I will most likely have my first kid, and I don't feel ready in so many ways, but I also am too old to wait much longer than that to try for them. Some couples try for years to conceive. These next 2 years entail a lot of both catching up and preparing ahead for some enormous changes that I know I won't be able to entirely prepare myself for.

On the flip side...I'm grateful to be spending some 1 on 1 time with my partner when we've both been busy these days.
 
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Indigo Rodent

Member
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Apr 4, 2019
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246
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ENFP
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Almost constant physical and emotional pain and terror of starvation worshipping social Darwinists. Things are much worse in my mother's field and I don't know if we're going to get any contracts this year and money is running out.
I'm so scared I will be dead soon. I don't see any way out.
Also, feeling very isolated.
I'm just so tired with it all. It can't end like this.
 
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