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- Aug 17, 2012
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"Would you like something?" she says.
"What is it?" I ask.
"You're too precious" she says, as she comes in to show me the dumplings. These are language translations, so they may sound odd.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? HOW THE FUCK IS IT "TOO PRECIOUS" FOR ME TO ASK WHAT IT IS THAT YOU'RE OFFERING ME? YOU MAKE NO SENSE WHATSOEVER AND ARE COMPLETELY DEFENSIVE. I can try to confront her about what's bothering me, yet she's just going to say that it's MY FAULT. I shouldn't be so picky. I shouldn't make a big deal out of little things. I should be more easygoing. So she can do whatever the fuck she wants, say whatever absolutely non-sensical bullshit, and when I try to have a LOGICAL discussion on that, she immediately points the finger to say something is wrong with me. So I put up with absolute horse shit a lot of the time, and there's absolutely no discussing it with her, because she's just going to point the finger at me and say it's my fault. She will take responsibility for NOTHING. It's hard to believe that such a person exists, but they do.
I want to leave. I want to get the fuck out of here. I don't want to deal with fucking ignorance and completely non-sensical stupidity anymore. I don't want to see it every fucking day. I am so fucking sick of it.
As an INTJ, it is my pet peeve when people are unreasonable. But this is.... unreasonable to the nth power. Completely nonsensical, completely refuses to reason. Absolutely no discussion whatsoever, just PURE defensiveness and blaming, the SECOND she realizes I'm questioning something she does. It makes me sick. This behavior is totally unacceptable to me. Yet there's no discussing it with her. It is seriously the dumbest shit. How can you expect to get along with people, if you're just going to illogically point the finger at them, every single time they have an issue with you? Your modus operandi breeds conflict. You refuse to have any kind sane of conflict resolution, not even a simple conversation on it.
I can't take it anymore. There's just so much wrong with this picture. How someone can be completely devoid of a conflict resolution mechanism is beyond me. It's the dumbest way to live. Yet I have to put up with it, every fucking day. I do not want to hear her loud ignorant laugh, I do not want to hear her stupid fucking comments, or about whatever petty conflicts she gets into at work every fucking day. It's always the same old shit, don't you get sick of hearing yourself? I'm being mired in ignorance and stupidity every day, and I do not want to fucking hear it or be anywhere near it anymore.
The latest is that they're interested in this dating game show. Oh my fucking god. The way they sit there and judge everyone. Who gives a shit. Stop trying to vicariously live through someone else's life. Stop trying to feel superior by picking apart what you perceive to be others flaws. You don't know them, you'll never know them. Who gives a shit who you think is pretty, who you think is fat, who you think is ugly, who you think is a gentleman, why you think so and so likes so and so, why you think so and so's a gold digger, who's a good pick, who isn't. You're even using the same old banal criteria that's been stereotypically programmed in you. "Oh yes, all the girls like him because he's rich". "Oh he's smart, he has some really good comments". "She's pretty" "she's too fat"... I mean, they're not even examining human behavior as a point of interest. They're just sitting there making banal judgement after pointless banal judgement. And they take such pleasure in it.
And it pisses me off when she starts making retarded comments to my sister. "Oh you had to drive him??? HE'S A BOY, HE SHOULD DO THE DRIVING!! Stop being a sucker, stop driving him!" and she's not even kidding. The stupidest most petty perspectives.
And fuck you if you think I'm going to help with your mortgage payments. I am GONE. If you had fucking listened when I tried to talk to you about what bothers me, then we could have worked something out. But you'll go on thinking that nothing's your fault, and everybody else is to blame, and go on living your ignorant angry life. If you weren't dragging me down like a 45 pound iron weight plate while I'm trying to swim, then perhaps I could stay here as I grow as a person and move on with my life. Your behavior is completely unacceptable, it's preventing me from moving on, and you refuse to change, or even fucking listen and have a reasonable discussion on it. When you're sorry, it'll be too late. That is, if you're ever cognizant enough of your own responsibility to even be sorry.
"What is it?" I ask.
"You're too precious" she says, as she comes in to show me the dumplings. These are language translations, so they may sound odd.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? HOW THE FUCK IS IT "TOO PRECIOUS" FOR ME TO ASK WHAT IT IS THAT YOU'RE OFFERING ME? YOU MAKE NO SENSE WHATSOEVER AND ARE COMPLETELY DEFENSIVE. I can try to confront her about what's bothering me, yet she's just going to say that it's MY FAULT. I shouldn't be so picky. I shouldn't make a big deal out of little things. I should be more easygoing. So she can do whatever the fuck she wants, say whatever absolutely non-sensical bullshit, and when I try to have a LOGICAL discussion on that, she immediately points the finger to say something is wrong with me. So I put up with absolute horse shit a lot of the time, and there's absolutely no discussing it with her, because she's just going to point the finger at me and say it's my fault. She will take responsibility for NOTHING. It's hard to believe that such a person exists, but they do.
I want to leave. I want to get the fuck out of here. I don't want to deal with fucking ignorance and completely non-sensical stupidity anymore. I don't want to see it every fucking day. I am so fucking sick of it.
As an INTJ, it is my pet peeve when people are unreasonable. But this is.... unreasonable to the nth power. Completely nonsensical, completely refuses to reason. Absolutely no discussion whatsoever, just PURE defensiveness and blaming, the SECOND she realizes I'm questioning something she does. It makes me sick. This behavior is totally unacceptable to me. Yet there's no discussing it with her. It is seriously the dumbest shit. How can you expect to get along with people, if you're just going to illogically point the finger at them, every single time they have an issue with you? Your modus operandi breeds conflict. You refuse to have any kind sane of conflict resolution, not even a simple conversation on it.
I can't take it anymore. There's just so much wrong with this picture. How someone can be completely devoid of a conflict resolution mechanism is beyond me. It's the dumbest way to live. Yet I have to put up with it, every fucking day. I do not want to hear her loud ignorant laugh, I do not want to hear her stupid fucking comments, or about whatever petty conflicts she gets into at work every fucking day. It's always the same old shit, don't you get sick of hearing yourself? I'm being mired in ignorance and stupidity every day, and I do not want to fucking hear it or be anywhere near it anymore.
The latest is that they're interested in this dating game show. Oh my fucking god. The way they sit there and judge everyone. Who gives a shit. Stop trying to vicariously live through someone else's life. Stop trying to feel superior by picking apart what you perceive to be others flaws. You don't know them, you'll never know them. Who gives a shit who you think is pretty, who you think is fat, who you think is ugly, who you think is a gentleman, why you think so and so likes so and so, why you think so and so's a gold digger, who's a good pick, who isn't. You're even using the same old banal criteria that's been stereotypically programmed in you. "Oh yes, all the girls like him because he's rich". "Oh he's smart, he has some really good comments". "She's pretty" "she's too fat"... I mean, they're not even examining human behavior as a point of interest. They're just sitting there making banal judgement after pointless banal judgement. And they take such pleasure in it.
And it pisses me off when she starts making retarded comments to my sister. "Oh you had to drive him??? HE'S A BOY, HE SHOULD DO THE DRIVING!! Stop being a sucker, stop driving him!" and she's not even kidding. The stupidest most petty perspectives.
And fuck you if you think I'm going to help with your mortgage payments. I am GONE. If you had fucking listened when I tried to talk to you about what bothers me, then we could have worked something out. But you'll go on thinking that nothing's your fault, and everybody else is to blame, and go on living your ignorant angry life. If you weren't dragging me down like a 45 pound iron weight plate while I'm trying to swim, then perhaps I could stay here as I grow as a person and move on with my life. Your behavior is completely unacceptable, it's preventing me from moving on, and you refuse to change, or even fucking listen and have a reasonable discussion on it. When you're sorry, it'll be too late. That is, if you're ever cognizant enough of your own responsibility to even be sorry.
