I've been lurking for a while now and this is my first post, so I apologize if I go about it in a wrong way. I copy pasted a questionnaire from reddit.
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So I've always thought I was an INFP type 4. Recently, I started being typed as INFJ or ISFP. I also get typed as type 9 a lot these days.
How old are you? What's your gender? Give us a general description of yourself.
-I am a 21 year old female university student. I am shy and quiet to those I do not know very well and talkative and bubbly to those I get close to. I wish to talk more to people but I have a hard time doing so and silently wish for them to approach me. I wish to be more confident in myself. Sometimes I want to get noticed by others but I would falter when too much attention in placed on me. I am a worrier and tend to be paranoid. I don't do well under pressure and I feel pressured to meet the expectations of others. People say that I articulate and I make good essays, but I don't think I could see what they meant. I tend to get jealous of my sister a lot and feel like I'm under her shadows. I believe that we all have a voice that needs to be heard.
• Is there a medical diagnosis that may impact your mental stability somehow?
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So I've always thought I was an INFP type 4. Recently, I started being typed as INFJ or ISFP. I also get typed as type 9 a lot these days.
How old are you? What's your gender? Give us a general description of yourself.
-I am a 21 year old female university student. I am shy and quiet to those I do not know very well and talkative and bubbly to those I get close to. I wish to talk more to people but I have a hard time doing so and silently wish for them to approach me. I wish to be more confident in myself. Sometimes I want to get noticed by others but I would falter when too much attention in placed on me. I am a worrier and tend to be paranoid. I don't do well under pressure and I feel pressured to meet the expectations of others. People say that I articulate and I make good essays, but I don't think I could see what they meant. I tend to get jealous of my sister a lot and feel like I'm under her shadows. I believe that we all have a voice that needs to be heard.
• Is there a medical diagnosis that may impact your mental stability somehow?
- I am not diagnosed with anything. Though I think I have social and health anxiety.
- I grew up with religious schools, particularly Christian so it had shaped my mindset a bit
- I don't have a job but I would wish to pursue job in the field of international relations or writing.
- I would feel relieved. Since university gives me lot of assignments to finish, I would be content to just take it easy and relax.
- I enjoy reading fiction and writing. I am terrible at anything physical so I hate doing sports. I don't enjoy outdoor activities most of the time and would feel dragged whenever my dad wants my family to go do anything outdoors like joining his co-workers on a trip.
- I consider myself curious. I would question some things. I find myself questioning and researching about some subjects because I want to know know about some topics. I don't particularly execute any ideas. I am curious about mythological creatures I guess, and some trivial things like who is oldest person in the world and can the dead communicate with the living. I am curious about MBTI and anything related to personality.
- I would freeze up and not know what to do. I am a passive person so people would probably unofficially take my leadership position themselves and I would let them because I hate being the leader and I don't want to deal with that burden. I tend to just follow and leading is something I am not good at because I don't have the voice to get people under me to work efficiently since I am shy.
- I don't consider myself to be coordinated. I am clumsy and sometimes lose my balance.I don't care about using my hands to do things.
- I am bad at drawing and I don't have interest in painting. I like to read stories about the shows into into as well as original stories on platforms like ao3
- I would always want to go back to the past sometimes. I look at the past with regret knowing I couldn't go back to fix my mistakes. The present is difficult. I hate being in this current pandemic. I have health anxiety and dealing with it almost every day is frustrating. The future terrifies me. I don't want to lose those I love. I am prepared to let go of them and the thought of what kind of stuff I accomplished makes me curious, but I fear that I might find out that I go below my expectations.
- I would feel burdened if the request is too heavy. Otherwise, I wouldn't really mind doing extra requests for people. I would do my best to help them, though I would feel pressured to meet their expectations
- Not really
- I procrastinate a lot so I am not exactly productive. Efficiency is important though it is not something I most prioritize
- I don't control others. I am not sure if I do so indirectly. I hate being controlled the most and controlling people is something I don't actively do.
- Like I said, I love reading and writing. Watching anime is something I love as well. I like doing them because I like reading and learning about the fictional world people create, and I love writing about my own view and articulate my own thoughts as well as create my own fictional outlet.
- I consider myself to be a visual learner. I struggle with dealing with too many people creating noise and it would disrupt my learning. I prefer classes with memorization I guess sometimes and creativity.
- I would sometimes break down the academic requirements I need to finish in my head and make mental notes as to when I would start working on them, but I wouldn't go as far as having an actual journal schedule.
- I am content with living a normal life. Nothing too extravagant or luxurious. I wish to at least leave an impact to others. Publishing a book and becoming a diplomat is what I currently strive to be. I want to mean something and help make the world a better place.
- I fear of dying a deadly disease at a young age. I fear losing people I hold dear. I am uncomfortable with public speaking and anything offensive like sexism and racism. I hate bullies because of past experiences and I hate hypocritical people because they nitpick what I do when they do it themselves. I hate being controlled because I want to have a voice and a say as well.
- I feel like I don't have any "highs" in my life noteworthy to name.
- My lows are many years back in elementary school where I am bullied everyday and caused me to become as socially awkward as I am now. I think it got me to become quiet because I thought if I spoke less, I would not be targeted so relentlessly.
- I hate reality because life is unfair so I prefer to live in some of the daydreams I have. When I daydream, I zone out a little but I am mostly aware of my surroundings.
- I would panic because I worry about being trapped. I would try to contact anyone on my phone. Otherwise, I'll just try to preoccupy myself with my thoughts.
- It takes me some time to make an important decision as I am scared of the consequences. I ask myself "am I sure?" I change the mind quite a lot.
- I am an emotional and sensitive person. I am happy when I feel happy. I am angry when I feel angry. Emotions tend to get the better of me and people would often call me dramatic. Negative emotions would keep me up at night and positive emotions make my days brighter.
- Yes in order for them to not go into a tangent. I would just nod and say "sure". Saying no is hard for me to do.
- I don't break rules. I am indifferent about authority.