AK4KU
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๐ญ. ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐๐? ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐น๐ผ๐๐ฒ?
I mainly consider beauty as something beautiful in the aesthetic sense, something that evokes you to feel something, is thought-provoking or just moves you in some type of way.
As for love, I don't know honestly lol this is a very philosophical question, I think it's just like a strong connection between people, one in which those people genuinely care about each other, and having those people gone from their lives would make a noticeable difference, I don't really know how to explain this but yeah
๐ฎ. ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐บ๐ผ๐๐ ๐ถ๐บ๐ฝ๐ผ๐ฟ๐๐ฎ๐ป๐ ๐๐ฎ๐น๐๐ฒ๐?
comfort, happiness in the moment, freedom, dedication, loyalty
๐ฏ. ๐๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ ๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐ฟ๐ถ๐๐๐ฎ๐น/๐ฟ๐ฒ๐น๐ถ๐ด๐ถ๐ผ๐๐ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐น๐ถ๐ฒ๐ณ๐, ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ต๐ผ๐น๐ฑ (๐ผ๐ฟ ๐ฑ๐ผ๐ป'๐) ๐๐ต๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐น๐ถ๐ฒ๐ณ๐ ๐ถ๐ป ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ณ๐ถ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐ฝ๐น๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ?
A lot of my family are Christian, apart from my dad who is atheist. I consider myself agnostic because it's impossible to truly know if there is some kind of deity or not, and frankly, I don't really care that much about a god. I'd rather not rely on a god which may or may not exist for my happiness, I'd like to think that I can create my own happiness
๐ฐ. ๐ข๐ฝ๐ถ๐ป๐ถ๐ผ๐ป ๐ผ๐ป ๐๐ฎ๐ฟ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐บ๐ถ๐น๐ถ๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฒ๐? ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐ฝ๐ผ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐?
although I hate the idea of war, especially after seeing horrific images of what's going on, and the thought of innocent people being forced to fight and die is really sad. But I do acknowledge that it is inevitable, and unfortunately we need militaries to uphold balance around the world, and wars do sometimes have better long-term effects. But still I don't like the thought of it Power to me, I don't really know, I guess just having control over my own life and being able to do whatever I want without others interfering. "Power" isn't that important to me though really, as long as I'm happy with everyday life I'm fine, i don't need that much power to be happy
๐ฑ. ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐ฑ ๐น๐ผ๐ป๐ด ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป๐ ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐ผ๐๐? ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐๐? ๐ช๐ต๐? I like having conversations about past experiences, I like interesting philosophical discussions, debates can be fun too, also exchanging opinions on certain topics I like typology (because it's interesting to me, helps me understand others a little better and I do think there's some element of truth to it), art (helps me express myself, it's just fun in general, I'm usually happiest when I can do it), fashion (I like wearing nice clothes + jewellery and other stuff , finding stuff in markets and places where it would be hard to find the same thing somewhere else. having control over how I look makes me feel good). I also have some other random interests like researching cults, serial killers, crime mysteries and other random stuff that pique my interest
๐ฒ. ๐๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ถ๐ป ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฎ๐น๐๐ต/๐บ๐ฒ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ป๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป ๐๐ผ๐ฝ๐ถ๐ฐ?
Nah that's boring ngl
๐๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ณ๐ผ๐ฐ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ผ๐ป ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ฏ๐ผ๐ฑ๐?
yes, I think taking care of your body is very important. I always try to take care of myself as well as I can - I take care of my skin, wear makeup, try to look presentable, try to take care of my hair as well as I can etc. I also always notice if there's something wrong with my body very quickly
๐ณ. ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ป๐ธ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ถ๐น๐ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐?
Boring but you gotta do what you've gotta do. I'm good at getting them done quickly so it's not too much of an issue for me
๐ต. ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฐ๐ฟ๐? ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐บ๐ถ๐น๐ฒ? ๐ช๐ต๐?
I don't cry often, when I do it's usually out of a feeling of loneliness, stress or not feeling good enough. most of the time I end up crying at the stupidest stuff, because of how I can internalise and suppress my emotions to the point where I reach a breaking point, where every small thing pisses me off and puts me in a bad mood, and I end up lashing out at the people around me. When i'm in this kind of mood, it's best for me to be left alone so i don't hurt anyone I smile when someone is genuinely kind to me, when I'm excited for something, when I'm doing something I like, idk just generic stuff
๐ญ๐ฌ. ๐ช๐ต๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐น: ๐ฎ๐ ๐ผ๐ป๐ฒ ๐๐ถ๐๐ต ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐ป๐๐ถ๐ฟ๐ผ๐ป๐บ๐ฒ๐ป๐/๐ฎ ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐น๐ผ๐ป๐ด๐ถ๐ป๐ด?
In my bedroom, because it's my space where I have privacy and space to think and I usually feel safest there, I can retreat their any time when I feel down I also sometimes feel a sense of belonging with people I'm close to who genuinely want me there and are interested in what I have to say Also when i'm doing something I enjoy
๐ญ๐ญ. ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ผ๐ฝ๐น๐ฒ ๐๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ป ๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ธ๐ป๐ฒ๐๐๐ฒ๐?
probably the fact that I'm bad at expressing my emotions. that's fcked up a few of my relationships with ppl before. also the fact that I find it hard to get invested in tasks I'm not interested in, and end up procrastinating
๐ญ๐ฎ. ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ผ๐ฝ๐น๐ฒ ๐๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ป ๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐๐๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ป๐ด๐๐ต๐?
people have told me I'm smart and pretty before (although I dont really know how true that is lol), I've also been told I'm perceptive, I've been told I have a calming presence
too
๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐น๐ถ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐ผ๐๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ๐๐ฒ๐น๐ณ?
once I get started on a task and I find something satisfying about it, I can be pretty efficient. I can also be fun to be around if i'm with the right people. I don't really know what to say though lol
๐ญ๐ฏ. ๐๐ป ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐น๐ถ๐ณ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐๐น๐ฑ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐น๐ถ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐ต๐ฒ๐น๐ฝ?
I can be pretty bad at accurately assessing if someone's a good person or not, sometimes I'm too cautious around people who turn out to be fine and not cautious enough around shtty people. I usually rely on my friends for this, they're better judges of character than I am. I also sometimes find it hard to get out of my comfort zone and try new things, i usually need someone to drag me out of that comfort zone and I always end up feeling good after
๐ญ๐ฐ. ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐น ๐๐๐๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ถ๐ป ๐ฎ ๐ฟ๐๐? ๐๐ณ ๐๐ฒ๐, ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐๐ฐ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฒ๐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป ๐๐ผ ๐ถ๐.
yes. I get up every day, go to school, go home, study, do homework, sleep and repeat it. It's annoying because I don't like this routine and it makes me feel kind of dead, it's kind of like I'm a zombie who's just programmed to do the same thing every day. if i had a more interesting routine where I did things I liked it wouldn't really be a problem for me though
๐ญ๐ฑ. ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐พ๐๐ฎ๐น๐ถ๐๐ถ๐ฒ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐บ๐ผ๐๐ ๐น๐ถ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐๐น๐ถ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐ถ๐ป ๐ผ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ผ๐ฝ๐น๐ฒ? ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐๐๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ด๐ฒ๐ ๐ฎ๐น๐ผ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ถ๐๐ต?
qualities I like: people who are funny, able to take a joke, imaginative, help me get out of my shell, creative, come up with fun ideas easily, smart, sociable
qualitites I dislike: condescending (god I HATE condescending people), people who look down on me and treat me like an idiot, arrogant, rude for no reason bc they think it looks cool, people who are overly smothering, people who pressure me to talk about my feelings before i'm ready, manipulative
๐ญ๐ฒ. ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐น ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐ผ๐๐ ๐ฟ๐ผ๐บ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ? ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐พ๐๐ฎ๐น๐ถ๐๐ถ๐ฒ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ป๐ ๐ถ๐ป ๐ฎ ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐ป๐ฒ๐ฟ?
I don't know. the one romantic relationship I had was kinda sht lol, and I haven't really had a romantic interest in anyone since then, but I think it would be nice eventually. I guess I'd like the same qualities I listed above, I don't really have any specific requirements, as long as they're a good person and we like each other that's that
๐ญ๐ณ. ๐๐ณ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ถ๐๐ฒ ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ถ๐น๐ฑ, ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐น๐ฑ ๐ฏ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ป ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ป๐, ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐น๐ฑ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ธ๐ฒ, ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐?
first of all, I don't even know if I'd ever want a child because it's just so much responsibility lol, but if I were to have one, I'd just focus on trying not to unintentionally traumatise them, as parents are often the root of a child's problems. I don't know exactly what measures I'd take because I haven't planned ahead that far, but idk I'd figure something out I guess lmao
๐ญ๐ด. ๐ ๐ณ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฒ๐ป๐ฑ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ธ๐ฒ๐ ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐น๐ฎ๐ถ๐บ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฐ๐น๐ฎ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐ต ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ฐ๐๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ป๐ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐น๐ถ๐ฒ๐ณ๐. ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฑ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ผ๐๐๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฑ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป?
Usually I get this kind of inward feeling that "this is wrong" and I usually feel very decisive about it. I know that just rambling about how I don't think it's right won't get me anywhere and it won't get anyone to change their minds, so I'll try to calmly reason with them using external sources and explaining my interpretation of those sources, and I'll try to suppress any anger that comes with it. If they're not convinced by my argument, unless it's a belief that's seriously important to me, I guess I'd just let them do their thing if it doesn't harm anyone
๐ญ๐ต. ๐๐ฒ๐๐ฐ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐น๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป๐๐ต๐ถ๐ฝ ๐๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฒ๐๐. ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฒ ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ผ๐ฝ๐น๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ ๐ฎ ๐๐ต๐ผ๐น๐ฒ? ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ฎ ๐ฝ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐ฎ๐น๐ฒ๐ป๐ ๐๐ผ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฎ๐น ๐ฝ๐ฟ๐ผ๐ฏ๐น๐ฒ๐บ? ๐ก๐ฎ๐บ๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ป๐ฒ.
I mostly don't really feel anything towards people as a whole, just about certain individuals. Idrk what my "relationship to society" would be per se, I guess I just do my own thing and let other people do their own thing unless it affects me or disturbs me in any way.
I think one prevalent social problem is discrimination against certain group. After all, that's what caused horrible events such as the Holocaust, and it's awful that people should be discriminated against because of factors they have no control over
๐ฎ๐ฌ. ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ผ๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ณ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฒ๐ป๐ฑ๐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ต๐ผ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ผ๐๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐บ?
I don't really actively choose my friends, the friendship kinda just happens. we usually have a kind of mutual understanding of each other and just enjoy being around each other. I don't really seek out specific qualities in friends, I think all kinds of people have the potential to be my friend. I think I behave the same way as I usually do, sometimes I can appear to be more energetic and excited around them though
I mainly consider beauty as something beautiful in the aesthetic sense, something that evokes you to feel something, is thought-provoking or just moves you in some type of way.
As for love, I don't know honestly lol this is a very philosophical question, I think it's just like a strong connection between people, one in which those people genuinely care about each other, and having those people gone from their lives would make a noticeable difference, I don't really know how to explain this but yeah
๐ฎ. ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐บ๐ผ๐๐ ๐ถ๐บ๐ฝ๐ผ๐ฟ๐๐ฎ๐ป๐ ๐๐ฎ๐น๐๐ฒ๐?
comfort, happiness in the moment, freedom, dedication, loyalty
๐ฏ. ๐๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ ๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐ฟ๐ถ๐๐๐ฎ๐น/๐ฟ๐ฒ๐น๐ถ๐ด๐ถ๐ผ๐๐ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐น๐ถ๐ฒ๐ณ๐, ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ต๐ผ๐น๐ฑ (๐ผ๐ฟ ๐ฑ๐ผ๐ป'๐) ๐๐ต๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐น๐ถ๐ฒ๐ณ๐ ๐ถ๐ป ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ณ๐ถ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐ฝ๐น๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ?
A lot of my family are Christian, apart from my dad who is atheist. I consider myself agnostic because it's impossible to truly know if there is some kind of deity or not, and frankly, I don't really care that much about a god. I'd rather not rely on a god which may or may not exist for my happiness, I'd like to think that I can create my own happiness
๐ฐ. ๐ข๐ฝ๐ถ๐ป๐ถ๐ผ๐ป ๐ผ๐ป ๐๐ฎ๐ฟ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐บ๐ถ๐น๐ถ๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฒ๐? ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐ฝ๐ผ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐?
although I hate the idea of war, especially after seeing horrific images of what's going on, and the thought of innocent people being forced to fight and die is really sad. But I do acknowledge that it is inevitable, and unfortunately we need militaries to uphold balance around the world, and wars do sometimes have better long-term effects. But still I don't like the thought of it Power to me, I don't really know, I guess just having control over my own life and being able to do whatever I want without others interfering. "Power" isn't that important to me though really, as long as I'm happy with everyday life I'm fine, i don't need that much power to be happy
๐ฑ. ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐ฑ ๐น๐ผ๐ป๐ด ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป๐ ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐ผ๐๐? ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐๐? ๐ช๐ต๐? I like having conversations about past experiences, I like interesting philosophical discussions, debates can be fun too, also exchanging opinions on certain topics I like typology (because it's interesting to me, helps me understand others a little better and I do think there's some element of truth to it), art (helps me express myself, it's just fun in general, I'm usually happiest when I can do it), fashion (I like wearing nice clothes + jewellery and other stuff , finding stuff in markets and places where it would be hard to find the same thing somewhere else. having control over how I look makes me feel good). I also have some other random interests like researching cults, serial killers, crime mysteries and other random stuff that pique my interest
๐ฒ. ๐๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ถ๐ป ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฎ๐น๐๐ต/๐บ๐ฒ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ป๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป ๐๐ผ๐ฝ๐ถ๐ฐ?
Nah that's boring ngl
๐๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ณ๐ผ๐ฐ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ผ๐ป ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ฏ๐ผ๐ฑ๐?
yes, I think taking care of your body is very important. I always try to take care of myself as well as I can - I take care of my skin, wear makeup, try to look presentable, try to take care of my hair as well as I can etc. I also always notice if there's something wrong with my body very quickly
๐ณ. ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ป๐ธ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ถ๐น๐ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐?
Boring but you gotta do what you've gotta do. I'm good at getting them done quickly so it's not too much of an issue for me
๐ต. ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฐ๐ฟ๐? ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐บ๐ถ๐น๐ฒ? ๐ช๐ต๐?
I don't cry often, when I do it's usually out of a feeling of loneliness, stress or not feeling good enough. most of the time I end up crying at the stupidest stuff, because of how I can internalise and suppress my emotions to the point where I reach a breaking point, where every small thing pisses me off and puts me in a bad mood, and I end up lashing out at the people around me. When i'm in this kind of mood, it's best for me to be left alone so i don't hurt anyone I smile when someone is genuinely kind to me, when I'm excited for something, when I'm doing something I like, idk just generic stuff
๐ญ๐ฌ. ๐ช๐ต๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐น: ๐ฎ๐ ๐ผ๐ป๐ฒ ๐๐ถ๐๐ต ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐ป๐๐ถ๐ฟ๐ผ๐ป๐บ๐ฒ๐ป๐/๐ฎ ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐น๐ผ๐ป๐ด๐ถ๐ป๐ด?
In my bedroom, because it's my space where I have privacy and space to think and I usually feel safest there, I can retreat their any time when I feel down I also sometimes feel a sense of belonging with people I'm close to who genuinely want me there and are interested in what I have to say Also when i'm doing something I enjoy
๐ญ๐ญ. ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ผ๐ฝ๐น๐ฒ ๐๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ป ๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ธ๐ป๐ฒ๐๐๐ฒ๐?
probably the fact that I'm bad at expressing my emotions. that's fcked up a few of my relationships with ppl before. also the fact that I find it hard to get invested in tasks I'm not interested in, and end up procrastinating
๐ญ๐ฎ. ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ผ๐ฝ๐น๐ฒ ๐๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ป ๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐๐๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ป๐ด๐๐ต๐?
people have told me I'm smart and pretty before (although I dont really know how true that is lol), I've also been told I'm perceptive, I've been told I have a calming presence
too
๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐น๐ถ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐ผ๐๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ๐๐ฒ๐น๐ณ?
once I get started on a task and I find something satisfying about it, I can be pretty efficient. I can also be fun to be around if i'm with the right people. I don't really know what to say though lol
๐ญ๐ฏ. ๐๐ป ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐น๐ถ๐ณ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐๐น๐ฑ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐น๐ถ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐ต๐ฒ๐น๐ฝ?
I can be pretty bad at accurately assessing if someone's a good person or not, sometimes I'm too cautious around people who turn out to be fine and not cautious enough around shtty people. I usually rely on my friends for this, they're better judges of character than I am. I also sometimes find it hard to get out of my comfort zone and try new things, i usually need someone to drag me out of that comfort zone and I always end up feeling good after
๐ญ๐ฐ. ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐น ๐๐๐๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ถ๐ป ๐ฎ ๐ฟ๐๐? ๐๐ณ ๐๐ฒ๐, ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐๐ฐ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฒ๐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป ๐๐ผ ๐ถ๐.
yes. I get up every day, go to school, go home, study, do homework, sleep and repeat it. It's annoying because I don't like this routine and it makes me feel kind of dead, it's kind of like I'm a zombie who's just programmed to do the same thing every day. if i had a more interesting routine where I did things I liked it wouldn't really be a problem for me though
๐ญ๐ฑ. ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐พ๐๐ฎ๐น๐ถ๐๐ถ๐ฒ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐บ๐ผ๐๐ ๐น๐ถ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐๐น๐ถ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐ถ๐ป ๐ผ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ผ๐ฝ๐น๐ฒ? ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐๐๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ด๐ฒ๐ ๐ฎ๐น๐ผ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ถ๐๐ต?
qualities I like: people who are funny, able to take a joke, imaginative, help me get out of my shell, creative, come up with fun ideas easily, smart, sociable
qualitites I dislike: condescending (god I HATE condescending people), people who look down on me and treat me like an idiot, arrogant, rude for no reason bc they think it looks cool, people who are overly smothering, people who pressure me to talk about my feelings before i'm ready, manipulative
๐ญ๐ฒ. ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐น ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐ผ๐๐ ๐ฟ๐ผ๐บ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ? ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐พ๐๐ฎ๐น๐ถ๐๐ถ๐ฒ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ป๐ ๐ถ๐ป ๐ฎ ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐ป๐ฒ๐ฟ?
I don't know. the one romantic relationship I had was kinda sht lol, and I haven't really had a romantic interest in anyone since then, but I think it would be nice eventually. I guess I'd like the same qualities I listed above, I don't really have any specific requirements, as long as they're a good person and we like each other that's that
๐ญ๐ณ. ๐๐ณ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ถ๐๐ฒ ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ถ๐น๐ฑ, ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐น๐ฑ ๐ฏ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ป ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ป๐, ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐น๐ฑ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ธ๐ฒ, ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐?
first of all, I don't even know if I'd ever want a child because it's just so much responsibility lol, but if I were to have one, I'd just focus on trying not to unintentionally traumatise them, as parents are often the root of a child's problems. I don't know exactly what measures I'd take because I haven't planned ahead that far, but idk I'd figure something out I guess lmao
๐ญ๐ด. ๐ ๐ณ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฒ๐ป๐ฑ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ธ๐ฒ๐ ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐น๐ฎ๐ถ๐บ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฐ๐น๐ฎ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐ต ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ฐ๐๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ป๐ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐น๐ถ๐ฒ๐ณ๐. ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฑ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ผ๐๐๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฑ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป?
Usually I get this kind of inward feeling that "this is wrong" and I usually feel very decisive about it. I know that just rambling about how I don't think it's right won't get me anywhere and it won't get anyone to change their minds, so I'll try to calmly reason with them using external sources and explaining my interpretation of those sources, and I'll try to suppress any anger that comes with it. If they're not convinced by my argument, unless it's a belief that's seriously important to me, I guess I'd just let them do their thing if it doesn't harm anyone
๐ญ๐ต. ๐๐ฒ๐๐ฐ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐น๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป๐๐ต๐ถ๐ฝ ๐๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฒ๐๐. ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฒ ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ผ๐ฝ๐น๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ ๐ฎ ๐๐ต๐ผ๐น๐ฒ? ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ฎ ๐ฝ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐ฎ๐น๐ฒ๐ป๐ ๐๐ผ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฎ๐น ๐ฝ๐ฟ๐ผ๐ฏ๐น๐ฒ๐บ? ๐ก๐ฎ๐บ๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ป๐ฒ.
I mostly don't really feel anything towards people as a whole, just about certain individuals. Idrk what my "relationship to society" would be per se, I guess I just do my own thing and let other people do their own thing unless it affects me or disturbs me in any way.
I think one prevalent social problem is discrimination against certain group. After all, that's what caused horrible events such as the Holocaust, and it's awful that people should be discriminated against because of factors they have no control over
๐ฎ๐ฌ. ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ผ๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ณ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฒ๐ป๐ฑ๐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ต๐ผ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ผ๐๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐บ?
I don't really actively choose my friends, the friendship kinda just happens. we usually have a kind of mutual understanding of each other and just enjoy being around each other. I don't really seek out specific qualities in friends, I think all kinds of people have the potential to be my friend. I think I behave the same way as I usually do, sometimes I can appear to be more energetic and excited around them though
