mirahlaila95
New member
- Joined
- Aug 6, 2018
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- MBTI Type
- EXTP
- Enneagram
- 7x6
So there's a problem. The mbti test isn't working for me. I always get ENTP but I really think I am a mistyped ESTP. It sounds self defeating but I am not smart enough to be an ENTP and when I recall my history as a child and young adult, I was never really that great on sensory details (unless I was scrapbooking or something) or reading in between the lines to find deeper meanings. haha I could never write essays because I never read the books and never knew what the underlying meaning was. I would often get good grades until high school and was the girl that teachers described as "smart but a distraction to other students". I would be the first to finish a test then sit at my desk and hum, sing, and make noise with my writing utensil. I would make friends then lose them after being accused of being "fake" and "not a good friend" because I was a little too demanding and abrasive.
To bring you up to date, I am currently a few days from graduating from Temple University with a BS in Tourism and Hospitality Management. I am a 23 year old African-American woman. I never got skilled at anything and spent my 5 years of college partying, getting mediocre grades, and traveling the world. My minor is Anthropology. My IQ is somewhere around 110 and I got a 24 on the ACT. These things kind of let me know I am not an ENTP lmao.
In addition, I am contemplating leaving this Earth because generally, I don't see a purpose for my existence. ESTPs are awful and I am disappointed that my natural purpose on this Earth is to motivate others to have fun (or some stupid shit like that) and probably push NFs to exercise their patience and empathy to the highest extent. It really seems like a waste considering all it takes are the simplest stressful life happenings to turn us into sociopaths and narcissists. I don't like being an ESTP so I need someone to explain to me why ESTPs are useful. And yes, I know 4 letters doesn't define my entire being but now I can put a name to what I don't like about myself.
To bring you up to date, I am currently a few days from graduating from Temple University with a BS in Tourism and Hospitality Management. I am a 23 year old African-American woman. I never got skilled at anything and spent my 5 years of college partying, getting mediocre grades, and traveling the world. My minor is Anthropology. My IQ is somewhere around 110 and I got a 24 on the ACT. These things kind of let me know I am not an ENTP lmao.
In addition, I am contemplating leaving this Earth because generally, I don't see a purpose for my existence. ESTPs are awful and I am disappointed that my natural purpose on this Earth is to motivate others to have fun (or some stupid shit like that) and probably push NFs to exercise their patience and empathy to the highest extent. It really seems like a waste considering all it takes are the simplest stressful life happenings to turn us into sociopaths and narcissists. I don't like being an ESTP so I need someone to explain to me why ESTPs are useful. And yes, I know 4 letters doesn't define my entire being but now I can put a name to what I don't like about myself.