sex-metal-barbie
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I'm gonna say that my post isn't going to be as long winded as others. I like being direct and getting to the point, so I'll probably use short points to further demonstrate the lazy ass I am.
AT WORK
I'm lazy.
I get nothing done until the very last minute.
I had repetitive and busy work.
I act friendly because I get commission based on sales. I have no real interest in people, but everyone would describe me as outgoing and friendly because I'm able to fake my way through it. I also don't feel bad about this.
I get along with coworkers not because I want them to like me, but because I don't want them spreading shit about me and ruining the reputation I've built up at that company.
But even I have a breaking point and have been known to be insensitive, too honest, and too direct with people who have gone too far.
In school (this isn't really work but falls into the same category, sort of), I never had to show my busy work because I could do most things in my head. this landed me in trouble a lot because teachers would accuse me of cheating. I always had a difficult time showing my work; it slowed me down. Also, my brain seems to move faster than I'm able to get the words out, and that leads me to talk fast.
PERSONAL LIFE
I have a lot of acquaintances and a few close friends that I actually care about, but I have a difficult time with empathy. I have a lot of friends who are sensitive and call themselves HSP or SJWs and I just can't take that seriously. Maybe it's hypocritical, but I don't actively disrespect them even though it's hard for me not to comment with some smart ass remark or joke. Call it cynicism, idk, but I'm gay and a woman and I'm not even inspired to do much. I'm not going to join any cause. It irritates me when people act like I should be doing something different. I'll live my life and you live yours. Live and let live. Personal hobbies include reading everything ever and theater. I also like true crime shows, particularly ones left open-ended. I like trying to figure out who did it or what could have happened. Delving into the theories is my favorite part.
BELIEF SYSTEMS
I'm agnostic. I thrive on possibilities and I would never say there isn't a god, because I would always be willing to take in new evidence and continue alternatives. My mind works in the sense where I gather columns on possibilities: God?, No God?, Different Theology?, ect, and as I uncover more evidence that seems irrefutable at that time, I would put a metal checkmark. I believe in aliens because it seems illogical to believe that aliens could not exist considering the number of solar systems that, in all likelihood, have planets composed of the earth's makeup - or something similar. With ghosts, I'm a skeptic. I'm willing to entertain the idea when confronted with "evidence", but I've found that people go into these ghost hunts with the expectation of seeing or hearing something, and they hear and see what they want. Conspiracy theories are almost always ridiculous to me, but I research them anyway and consider all sides to a story. Rarely do I make a decision on what I think happened.
I hope this is enough. Let me know if you need more.
AT WORK
I'm lazy.
I get nothing done until the very last minute.
I had repetitive and busy work.
I act friendly because I get commission based on sales. I have no real interest in people, but everyone would describe me as outgoing and friendly because I'm able to fake my way through it. I also don't feel bad about this.
I get along with coworkers not because I want them to like me, but because I don't want them spreading shit about me and ruining the reputation I've built up at that company.
But even I have a breaking point and have been known to be insensitive, too honest, and too direct with people who have gone too far.
In school (this isn't really work but falls into the same category, sort of), I never had to show my busy work because I could do most things in my head. this landed me in trouble a lot because teachers would accuse me of cheating. I always had a difficult time showing my work; it slowed me down. Also, my brain seems to move faster than I'm able to get the words out, and that leads me to talk fast.
PERSONAL LIFE
I have a lot of acquaintances and a few close friends that I actually care about, but I have a difficult time with empathy. I have a lot of friends who are sensitive and call themselves HSP or SJWs and I just can't take that seriously. Maybe it's hypocritical, but I don't actively disrespect them even though it's hard for me not to comment with some smart ass remark or joke. Call it cynicism, idk, but I'm gay and a woman and I'm not even inspired to do much. I'm not going to join any cause. It irritates me when people act like I should be doing something different. I'll live my life and you live yours. Live and let live. Personal hobbies include reading everything ever and theater. I also like true crime shows, particularly ones left open-ended. I like trying to figure out who did it or what could have happened. Delving into the theories is my favorite part.
BELIEF SYSTEMS
I'm agnostic. I thrive on possibilities and I would never say there isn't a god, because I would always be willing to take in new evidence and continue alternatives. My mind works in the sense where I gather columns on possibilities: God?, No God?, Different Theology?, ect, and as I uncover more evidence that seems irrefutable at that time, I would put a metal checkmark. I believe in aliens because it seems illogical to believe that aliens could not exist considering the number of solar systems that, in all likelihood, have planets composed of the earth's makeup - or something similar. With ghosts, I'm a skeptic. I'm willing to entertain the idea when confronted with "evidence", but I've found that people go into these ghost hunts with the expectation of seeing or hearing something, and they hear and see what they want. Conspiracy theories are almost always ridiculous to me, but I research them anyway and consider all sides to a story. Rarely do I make a decision on what I think happened.
I hope this is enough. Let me know if you need more.
