Hello... I had a thread here when I was more certain of my tritype and later on asking about my head fix, but since a lot of my thoughts changed by now regarding myself and other stuff, I wanted to make a fresh thread for this? I am mostly certain of sp/so by now, as well as having 9-core (whenever I get really unhealthy, I start to isolate myself more than usual and just act pretty much like... someone who is dead while still being alive/narcotizing myself by meaningless things)
For head-fix, 6 seems most likely now, while I considered 5 being likely before as Ti-dom/Ti-base both fits rather well at first. But I am never as certain of my own thoughts (In fact, I doubt them as much as I doubt others', seeing everyone's reasonings distorted from what actually happens this was or another including my own) and I am not sure if fixes having wings actually makes sense? If we don't add wing stuff for fixes, 6 seems most likely, I think?
For heart-fix, this is the one I am most confused with since I saw different descriptions of sp 2 and the one with "wants to just loved for being themselves and acts childlike to draw love" description feels rather fitting for me? I considered sp 4 but despite liking some more depressing fictional series, I really don't have as much of a consistent sense of being "flawed". (I do feel like there is something wrong consistently, but not in exactly I am flawed way?) I also don't think I have any 3-fix as I am farthest from being good at chasing any success, in fact I often end up destroying any chance I have to be better because I don't feel like I deserve or want it (while it is actually more of a fear of success/fear of what would I do if I actually try and fail?)
I am not sure what else to add or say, so I would welcome any questions leading to clearer answers?
For head-fix, 6 seems most likely now, while I considered 5 being likely before as Ti-dom/Ti-base both fits rather well at first. But I am never as certain of my own thoughts (In fact, I doubt them as much as I doubt others', seeing everyone's reasonings distorted from what actually happens this was or another including my own) and I am not sure if fixes having wings actually makes sense? If we don't add wing stuff for fixes, 6 seems most likely, I think?
For heart-fix, this is the one I am most confused with since I saw different descriptions of sp 2 and the one with "wants to just loved for being themselves and acts childlike to draw love" description feels rather fitting for me? I considered sp 4 but despite liking some more depressing fictional series, I really don't have as much of a consistent sense of being "flawed". (I do feel like there is something wrong consistently, but not in exactly I am flawed way?) I also don't think I have any 3-fix as I am farthest from being good at chasing any success, in fact I often end up destroying any chance I have to be better because I don't feel like I deserve or want it (while it is actually more of a fear of success/fear of what would I do if I actually try and fail?)
I am not sure what else to add or say, so I would welcome any questions leading to clearer answers?