Type the lizard

[Lacerta]

1-what makes you angry?
People talking behind my back and/or disrespecting me. Also when people don't listen to me.

2-what do you like/dislike most about people?
Their superficiality. They always talk about who's doing what. Who's beautiful, who's ugly, who's rich, who's poor. I sincerely despise them.

3-do you like animals? why?
I like animals aesthetically. Especially reptiles and insects. I'm good with dogs, but I would never keep one. Too much effort.

4-what do you like most about the favorite people in your life?
They're humble, gentle and introvert.

5-what do you like/dislike most about yourself?
Like:
I'm humble, gentle and smart.
Dislike:
I procrastinate. Always. I'm too shy, sceptic, insecure and cautious. I get easily offended.

6-do you care about being fashionable? why/why not?
I never cared about my looks, but as a teen, some people teased me for having the same clothes for years, and for wearing always shirts or hoodies. They also teased me because I really liked wearing a black cap. They told me I looked like a sailor in a mocking way. I got offended but didn't really care. It was MY look, and I wanted to be like that. After a while I started to feel a little pain because of their judgements, so I started wearing more "fashionable" cloths. It's not that I want to be cool, but it's annoying to stand out. If it were possible, I'd like to be invisible.

7-do you prefer to fit in or stand out?
I didn't expect this question. I already answered in the previous one.

8-what activities do you enjoy?
Sleeping, eating, watching nice tv series, playing music, listening to music, being with my girl.

9-what makes you feel secure?
Being at home and being with my gf.

10-do you like being in a relationship? why/why not?
Yes, because life tends to suck, and it's easier if you're not alone.

11-what do you love and why? Could be people, things, places, etc...
My gf. Nature. Rain, snow and storm.

12-what do you spend the most time thinking about?
Love, duty and my future.

13-How much have you changed over the years? Who were you as a child?
I'll describe myself with some adjectives.
Child: anxious, calm, physical, reserved, cold, gentle, polite, passive.
Teen: anxious, calm, reserved, cold, gentle, polite. sometimes aggressive, lazy, melancholic.
Adult: anxious, calm, reserved, cold, gentle, polite, lazy, melancholic, melancholic, melancholic.

 

[Frosty]

IXTX- Unlikely to be ISTJ. 6w5. Instinct varient is hard. sp/sx. VERY contraflow. Tritype guess... 6w5 4w3 then Im having issue with your gut type but for now am going to go with 9w (unsure of wing)

 

[Lacerta]

Thank you [MENTION=29687]Frosty[/MENTION].

I'll add some stuff I'm trying to fix with my psycotherapist.

I feel always in competition. When I communicate with a person, I feel either inferior or superior (mostly inferior). I never feel on the same level of the other person. This is the reason that stresses me the most. I always fear failure because I know it will make me feel inferior.

My "all or nothing" attitude neves gives me balance. I'm either forcing myself in a brutal way to achieve my goals, or procrastinating without doing anything for great amounts of time.

I constantly feel everyone is watching me (and it drives me insane). The psychotherapist told me it may be an inconscious desire for attention, since I rarely get any.

Instead of communicating my thoughts and feelings, I keep them for myself, and I gather them inside, until they become too much and I burst out.

Because of all of this, I'm always in tension, and I can't really chill. It's like a constant competition where everyone's watching me, ready to deride me because of my failures.

 

[Lacerta]

At least I tried...

 

[Lacerta]

At least I tried...

I tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesn't even matter

R.I.P. Chester.