tetrazesque
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Hi! I'm new here. I'm really bad with forums and it took me some time to figure out how to post here >_<
Well that aside, I'm actually very confused with my personality type. I've been interested in MBTI since I was 14 and had read a ton of articles and taken so many/various tests.
When I was in highschool, I was bullied pretty bad and had some severe (I think it was really bad) depression. I had no friends much and spent my days at school feeling really rejected and no one likes me. At around that time, I discovered MBTI and got INFP. I was quite introverted at that time because of the situation I'm in, I suppose.
But I really think the introvert characteristics fit me halfway, and I have extroverted characteristics aswell. I was on a 50/50 spectrum. Anyhow, I know that when I was a kid, I was never quiet, I love to question and ask many questions (despite not speaking a proper language), I've always been gregarious. But it seems that I always have very few close friends, and I talk a bunch with them. I love to create a bit of drama (and draw attention) but I never really had a big group of friends. But I've loved to talk and conversing.
And then, now I got out of the school I've really hated and I'm now tested as INTP. At first I was on 50/50 Thinking-Feeling spectrum, but after a few months of some internet debates (haa lol does that change your personality that fast?) I became 70 T 30 F. I read the profile and I realised that a lot of INTP traits fit me aswell, other than INFP and ENFP. I absolutely love reading wikipedia about various things (until late nights) and I have love for computers and technological stuff. But I'm pretty bad at math.. (dyscalculia).
Anddddd, sigh. After reading more personality types and recovering from my depression (it has been 11 months now since I was really depressed), I took my MBTI again. And now magically, I got ENTP! Wow, I feel like I'm being taken into a personality crisis loop. I admit, lately I've been more argumentative on the Internet and started becoming a keyboard warrior xD (idk is that a good word to say so) ??
I've always have things to say in my head before, but never really expressed my opinion and lately I started to become more brave (?) and started becoming more .. involved (?)
I don't know, I do realise a lot of my mind/heart/personality and so on has been jumbled all together because of severe depression and bullying.
I do think I'm an E, but still have doubts because I'm now quite private and tend to keep things secret for the sake of my anxiety (and I think that's because of my depression, again!)
And when it comes to feelings, I love to imagine and stuff but at the same time I guess I'm not as imaginative as INFPs much, still, I'm posting here because I have no idea where to post and I'm new, sorry! (I've been waiting so long to ask this question.
TL;DR
Got result as an INFP when I was in depressed, have doubts because I was an extroverted child; now is recovering from depression and got INTP -- read profile and is actually quite like me; got into arguments lately and tested again... got ENTP and it still fits me.
My enneagram at first was type 4w5 and took it again after some time and gotten type 5 with balanced wings. :/ I always try my best to answer tests generally, and at my best interest.
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Would like some thoughts of what type of MBTI I am and maybe some questions for me to answer so anybody can determine my type will be greatly appreciated!! Any advice, ideas is welcome
Well that aside, I'm actually very confused with my personality type. I've been interested in MBTI since I was 14 and had read a ton of articles and taken so many/various tests.
When I was in highschool, I was bullied pretty bad and had some severe (I think it was really bad) depression. I had no friends much and spent my days at school feeling really rejected and no one likes me. At around that time, I discovered MBTI and got INFP. I was quite introverted at that time because of the situation I'm in, I suppose.
But I really think the introvert characteristics fit me halfway, and I have extroverted characteristics aswell. I was on a 50/50 spectrum. Anyhow, I know that when I was a kid, I was never quiet, I love to question and ask many questions (despite not speaking a proper language), I've always been gregarious. But it seems that I always have very few close friends, and I talk a bunch with them. I love to create a bit of drama (and draw attention) but I never really had a big group of friends. But I've loved to talk and conversing.
And then, now I got out of the school I've really hated and I'm now tested as INTP. At first I was on 50/50 Thinking-Feeling spectrum, but after a few months of some internet debates (haa lol does that change your personality that fast?) I became 70 T 30 F. I read the profile and I realised that a lot of INTP traits fit me aswell, other than INFP and ENFP. I absolutely love reading wikipedia about various things (until late nights) and I have love for computers and technological stuff. But I'm pretty bad at math.. (dyscalculia).
Anddddd, sigh. After reading more personality types and recovering from my depression (it has been 11 months now since I was really depressed), I took my MBTI again. And now magically, I got ENTP! Wow, I feel like I'm being taken into a personality crisis loop. I admit, lately I've been more argumentative on the Internet and started becoming a keyboard warrior xD (idk is that a good word to say so) ??
I've always have things to say in my head before, but never really expressed my opinion and lately I started to become more brave (?) and started becoming more .. involved (?)
I don't know, I do realise a lot of my mind/heart/personality and so on has been jumbled all together because of severe depression and bullying.
I do think I'm an E, but still have doubts because I'm now quite private and tend to keep things secret for the sake of my anxiety (and I think that's because of my depression, again!)
And when it comes to feelings, I love to imagine and stuff but at the same time I guess I'm not as imaginative as INFPs much, still, I'm posting here because I have no idea where to post and I'm new, sorry! (I've been waiting so long to ask this question.
TL;DR
Got result as an INFP when I was in depressed, have doubts because I was an extroverted child; now is recovering from depression and got INTP -- read profile and is actually quite like me; got into arguments lately and tested again... got ENTP and it still fits me.
My enneagram at first was type 4w5 and took it again after some time and gotten type 5 with balanced wings. :/ I always try my best to answer tests generally, and at my best interest.
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Would like some thoughts of what type of MBTI I am and maybe some questions for me to answer so anybody can determine my type will be greatly appreciated!! Any advice, ideas is welcome