Chrysanthe
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WARNING: THIS THREAD WAS MADE WITH THE SOLE INTENTION OF TYPING [MENTION=25366]DarkMagician[/MENTION].
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INTJ. /thread.
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Questionnaires are fun, so I'll do one of those for now, and answer further questions along the way if given.
How about.... this one, yes. Thank you EJCC.
What is beauty? What is love?
Beauty or lackthereof is something that falls on a personal scale regarding one’s own sense of perfection in both external (sensory stimulus) and internal (how said thing functions and works) appearance.
Love is something I am not familiar with, and something I’ll refrain from defining since my experience with it either is nonexistent or unclear.
What are your most important values?[/B]
My values are constantly changing based off new experiences, but something that’s always been dear to me is the desire to remain conscious of all possible interpretations of a situation, because I find the opposite dangerous and leading to poorly made decisions. I don’t like seeing people isolated by their opinions, and so I always want to see through their eyes and justify their behaviour.
Do you have any sort of spiritual/religious beliefs, and why do you hold (or don't) those beliefs in the first place?
Not at this moment in time. I don’t have any sort of religious beliefs because they’re (the ones I know at least) strictly one-sided belief systems on how the universe works, but without the evidence and blahblahblah… not sure of any other reason why one wouldn’t believe unless they were purposely wanting to act against the supreme power in defiance. Now if we’re also considering philosophical values on how one should live their life for optimal satisfaction, then I personally would adhere to the Buddhist way of life… that is, if I had to effort to fulfill my role in such a system. I may believe it to be right, but actually following through is something I’ve long lost the will for. I understand I’d be much more successful human being by doing so. Actually, the reason why I don’t is because the current state I’m in is working quite fine as compared to… some time ago. Since I am easily prone to long periods of mental breakdowns, I enjoy the safety of a stagnant and passive mind. Being lazy and apathetic actually is a better cure for my anxiety than anything else I’ve tried, as it taught be how to not care about my surroundings or any negative possibilities of how a sit- oh wait I answered the original question already.
What qualities do you most like and dislike in other people? What types do you get along with?[/B]
Fe clearly trying to get a reaction out of me. Se… anywhere within 3 meters of me. Just pls don’t touch me.
A friend makes a claim that clashes with your current beliefs. What is your inward and outward reaction?
We’re both correct. I don't need to fret about it.
Opinion on war and militaries? What is power to you?
War is something that made all my History classes interesting. Unfortunate result of Humans living with Humans. Though there is a hopeful glimmer of light in every war… maybe one of them will take out the whole planet and suffering will no longer have to take place again… until all domestic animals learn to take advantage of all the conveniences of human life (without the humans, of course) and eventually growing human characteristics naturally to make the best of their human environment, and taking our role as Masters of the Earth. Power is having the ability to manipulate others to your own will… so any strong extraverted function fits the definition perfectly.
What have you had long conversations about? What are your interests? Why?
I have little to no interest in most conversations. The ones I have gone far into depth about usually pertain to anything that doesn’t matter at all, as talking about present day situations takes quite a toll on me as well as bores me to death. What I enjoy: talking about bizarre possibilities, sharing knowledge on anything of interest, and making hilarious criticism of people and situations. That is literally all I will ever want to talk about. Specific interests include music, video games (especially lore), anime, psychoactive chemicals, and anything strange I found on the internet.
Interested in health/medicine as a conversation topic? Are you focused on your body?
Not anymore (at least with nutritional health). I once was very meticulous about my diet until I realized there’s too much bullshit regarding nutrition for me to take my diet seriously anymore. I dislike how there can be too opinions on how a food affects a person’s body, and so I made it a person goal to only base the healthiness of foods based off my own personal experience on how it affects me… though that requires more effort and risk than I’d like to, so in the end I just eat whatever’s available and pay no mind to nutrition. Some foods used to make me feel worse than others, but I’ve learned to ignore the distress such foods caused me in order to make room for my new apathetic lifestyle. Or maybe I just got used to shit foods and now actually healthy foods will feel make me feel like a god. As for whether or not I am focused on my body… well when I am not in my head I usually move my awareness to my body naturally because focusing too much on my environment only stresses me. I do this through channeling some sort of wavelike sensation through my limbs, which tends to keep me calm. Dunno why this happens though. Also now that we're (I'm) talking about what calms my body... I am an avid ASMR enthusiast.
What have people seen as your weaknesses? What do you dislike about yourself?
People don’t exactly say it, but they most likely see me as apathetic and SeFe-less.
I dislike that I either am unintelligent or have potential intelligence and am just mentally lazy. I also don’t like that I never get anything done.
How do you behave around strangers?
Much less anxious and worried than with those familiar to me, because they have no past frame of myself to compare me to.
What do you think of daily chores?
I used to have an addiction to maintaining the order of my room and making sure everything looked aesthetically pleasing and clean... until I realized that such work had no direct benefits for me. So I purposely tried to avoid it until eventually I learned to ignore my surroundings completely, and sense everything as it objectively is rather than comparing it to some sort of ideal alternative. And that's how I still am. Ideally, I’ll live so that chores will minimal or nonexistent. A van sounds optimal.
What has made you cry? What has made you smile? Why?
I sort of force myself to cry during the endings of some anime I watch just so I can convince myself it was better than it actually was. I only smile when I’m intoxicated or high, because my Fe is that bad.
Where do you feel: at one with the environment/a sense of belonging?
My bed.
Ever feel stuck in a rut? If yes, describe the causes and your reaction to it.
??? ----> =( -----> drugs ----> =)
\---> ignore ----> slightly less =) but not =(
Describe your relationship to society. How do you see people as a whole?
I would love to help out with society if only I didn’t have to isolate myself from it so much in order to remain satisfied and sane. People as a whole are just those unfortunate enough to have to suffer the human condition along with the rest. They deserve only help, yet struggle to find it since everyone else is also in need of help.
Even without participation, I think just by typing out my answers thoughtfully might help me, so don't feel obligated to type me unless you really want to.
How about.... this one, yes. Thank you EJCC.
What is beauty? What is love?
Beauty or lackthereof is something that falls on a personal scale regarding one’s own sense of perfection in both external (sensory stimulus) and internal (how said thing functions and works) appearance.
Love is something I am not familiar with, and something I’ll refrain from defining since my experience with it either is nonexistent or unclear.
What are your most important values?[/B]
My values are constantly changing based off new experiences, but something that’s always been dear to me is the desire to remain conscious of all possible interpretations of a situation, because I find the opposite dangerous and leading to poorly made decisions. I don’t like seeing people isolated by their opinions, and so I always want to see through their eyes and justify their behaviour.
Do you have any sort of spiritual/religious beliefs, and why do you hold (or don't) those beliefs in the first place?
Not at this moment in time. I don’t have any sort of religious beliefs because they’re (the ones I know at least) strictly one-sided belief systems on how the universe works, but without the evidence and blahblahblah… not sure of any other reason why one wouldn’t believe unless they were purposely wanting to act against the supreme power in defiance. Now if we’re also considering philosophical values on how one should live their life for optimal satisfaction, then I personally would adhere to the Buddhist way of life… that is, if I had to effort to fulfill my role in such a system. I may believe it to be right, but actually following through is something I’ve long lost the will for. I understand I’d be much more successful human being by doing so. Actually, the reason why I don’t is because the current state I’m in is working quite fine as compared to… some time ago. Since I am easily prone to long periods of mental breakdowns, I enjoy the safety of a stagnant and passive mind. Being lazy and apathetic actually is a better cure for my anxiety than anything else I’ve tried, as it taught be how to not care about my surroundings or any negative possibilities of how a sit- oh wait I answered the original question already.
What qualities do you most like and dislike in other people? What types do you get along with?[/B]
Fe clearly trying to get a reaction out of me. Se… anywhere within 3 meters of me. Just pls don’t touch me.
A friend makes a claim that clashes with your current beliefs. What is your inward and outward reaction?
We’re both correct. I don't need to fret about it.
Opinion on war and militaries? What is power to you?
War is something that made all my History classes interesting. Unfortunate result of Humans living with Humans. Though there is a hopeful glimmer of light in every war… maybe one of them will take out the whole planet and suffering will no longer have to take place again… until all domestic animals learn to take advantage of all the conveniences of human life (without the humans, of course) and eventually growing human characteristics naturally to make the best of their human environment, and taking our role as Masters of the Earth. Power is having the ability to manipulate others to your own will… so any strong extraverted function fits the definition perfectly.
What have you had long conversations about? What are your interests? Why?
I have little to no interest in most conversations. The ones I have gone far into depth about usually pertain to anything that doesn’t matter at all, as talking about present day situations takes quite a toll on me as well as bores me to death. What I enjoy: talking about bizarre possibilities, sharing knowledge on anything of interest, and making hilarious criticism of people and situations. That is literally all I will ever want to talk about. Specific interests include music, video games (especially lore), anime, psychoactive chemicals, and anything strange I found on the internet.
Interested in health/medicine as a conversation topic? Are you focused on your body?
Not anymore (at least with nutritional health). I once was very meticulous about my diet until I realized there’s too much bullshit regarding nutrition for me to take my diet seriously anymore. I dislike how there can be too opinions on how a food affects a person’s body, and so I made it a person goal to only base the healthiness of foods based off my own personal experience on how it affects me… though that requires more effort and risk than I’d like to, so in the end I just eat whatever’s available and pay no mind to nutrition. Some foods used to make me feel worse than others, but I’ve learned to ignore the distress such foods caused me in order to make room for my new apathetic lifestyle. Or maybe I just got used to shit foods and now actually healthy foods will feel make me feel like a god. As for whether or not I am focused on my body… well when I am not in my head I usually move my awareness to my body naturally because focusing too much on my environment only stresses me. I do this through channeling some sort of wavelike sensation through my limbs, which tends to keep me calm. Dunno why this happens though. Also now that we're (I'm) talking about what calms my body... I am an avid ASMR enthusiast.
What have people seen as your weaknesses? What do you dislike about yourself?
People don’t exactly say it, but they most likely see me as apathetic and SeFe-less.
I dislike that I either am unintelligent or have potential intelligence and am just mentally lazy. I also don’t like that I never get anything done.
How do you behave around strangers?
Much less anxious and worried than with those familiar to me, because they have no past frame of myself to compare me to.
What do you think of daily chores?
I used to have an addiction to maintaining the order of my room and making sure everything looked aesthetically pleasing and clean... until I realized that such work had no direct benefits for me. So I purposely tried to avoid it until eventually I learned to ignore my surroundings completely, and sense everything as it objectively is rather than comparing it to some sort of ideal alternative. And that's how I still am. Ideally, I’ll live so that chores will minimal or nonexistent. A van sounds optimal.
What has made you cry? What has made you smile? Why?
I sort of force myself to cry during the endings of some anime I watch just so I can convince myself it was better than it actually was. I only smile when I’m intoxicated or high, because my Fe is that bad.
Where do you feel: at one with the environment/a sense of belonging?
My bed.
Ever feel stuck in a rut? If yes, describe the causes and your reaction to it.
??? ----> =( -----> drugs ----> =)
\---> ignore ----> slightly less =) but not =(
Describe your relationship to society. How do you see people as a whole?
I would love to help out with society if only I didn’t have to isolate myself from it so much in order to remain satisfied and sane. People as a whole are just those unfortunate enough to have to suffer the human condition along with the rest. They deserve only help, yet struggle to find it since everyone else is also in need of help.
INTJ. /thread.
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