BeyondTheGrey
New member
- Joined
- Oct 25, 2015
- Messages
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- MBTI Type
- INTJ
- Enneagram
- 5w4
- Instinctual Variant
- sx/sp
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Could someone please guide me towards typing myself?
Tbh, ive been shifting through multiple types. I believe im an infj, but at the same time, i feel worthless. Maybe its just me, but the descriptions tend to idealize the Infj and shower it with greatness. I feel as if i have some of those traits, but at the same timebless
I feel lost and nothing like it.
As if ive become so analytical of myself that ive lost track of my inner self.
It is rather terrifying, not because i cant type myself in MBTI, but because its affecting my life.bless
I know most of you guys would tell me that ill have to do soul searching to find myself, but i might be in a loop and time spent soul searching might lead to me becoming reclusive and even more lost.
Recently, ive been starting to despise human contact and get stuck in the same thought patterns where "everything is the same, its all grey, but at the same time, a part of the the universe." Idk,maybe im refusing to accept my intuition. Ive become way too cold and harsh, even unempathetic at times, more of uncaring. I know that thats not who i am, but my minds really rushing way too quickly. I do seek out truth, but more of emotional/connectedness kind of truth, though, recently i realized that ive been giving out this "im right and i know it all" attitude that isnt really helpful. My creative ideas have come to a stop and are even digressing. My natural though pattern is like a vacuum, a pail or something. I put it out in the garden and wait for maybe a few days/weeks/months and then suddenly realize that i have a lot more than water in it. I know that explanation sucks, but i cant find the words to say it right. Like a continuously updated folder, working towards the same thing.
I almost feel like im actually an INTJ who is constricting my natural self and fitting into an idea of how i see myself having to be.
I just need someone to direct me, like someone who reminds the old driver to keep in his lane. Sorta.
Please.
Could someone please guide me towards typing myself?
Tbh, ive been shifting through multiple types. I believe im an infj, but at the same time, i feel worthless. Maybe its just me, but the descriptions tend to idealize the Infj and shower it with greatness. I feel as if i have some of those traits, but at the same timebless
I feel lost and nothing like it.
As if ive become so analytical of myself that ive lost track of my inner self.
It is rather terrifying, not because i cant type myself in MBTI, but because its affecting my life.bless
I know most of you guys would tell me that ill have to do soul searching to find myself, but i might be in a loop and time spent soul searching might lead to me becoming reclusive and even more lost.
Recently, ive been starting to despise human contact and get stuck in the same thought patterns where "everything is the same, its all grey, but at the same time, a part of the the universe." Idk,maybe im refusing to accept my intuition. Ive become way too cold and harsh, even unempathetic at times, more of uncaring. I know that thats not who i am, but my minds really rushing way too quickly. I do seek out truth, but more of emotional/connectedness kind of truth, though, recently i realized that ive been giving out this "im right and i know it all" attitude that isnt really helpful. My creative ideas have come to a stop and are even digressing. My natural though pattern is like a vacuum, a pail or something. I put it out in the garden and wait for maybe a few days/weeks/months and then suddenly realize that i have a lot more than water in it. I know that explanation sucks, but i cant find the words to say it right. Like a continuously updated folder, working towards the same thing.
I almost feel like im actually an INTJ who is constricting my natural self and fitting into an idea of how i see myself having to be.
I just need someone to direct me, like someone who reminds the old driver to keep in his lane. Sorta.
Please.