To be honest I am not very self aware person, but if there is one thing I am very sure of, it's my intellect. I believe my mind, I believe I am smart and see a lot of hidden things, that not everyone can see. For example I see a lot of people superficial and easy to manipulate with them. I'd never manipulate with anyone, because I really value the freedom of individuality, I am just saying that I can see how lot of people are literally brainwashed by influence of other people's opinions. I am not saying I am not, I just believe I can choose the opinion which really makes some sense and I really try to find the true in things, but other people seem not to seek the true, but the simplicity. Give them something simple and easy to remember and they will repeat it like trained monkeys. Most of the people are happy with simple things, and are not willing to see the depth of problems, I think it's pretty sad, but at the other hand I am kind of jealous on them, because they seem to be a lot happier. But I don't want to live happy life whit knowing I can't see the true and reality. Actually there is not a lot people who are aware of these things and think about them and most of the people, that do are artits as I noticed. oh I forgot to quote again
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And I have to add:
I don't watch TV, because I think it's full of incredible bullshits. From news and movies to reality shows, which I think people watch just to raise their low self esteem with watching bunch of idiots doing creepy things. I don't listen to mainstream radios, or popular music, because I think it's missing the point of true and real art, that should reflect someone's unique personality and individuality while the pop songs seem to be like written through the copy machine. I also read a few newspapers, that I know are really about something meaningful and interesting. I am a vegetarian and I am totally against factory farming which just sloughtry of animals and producing extra meat, that we don't even need. We actually produce incredible mass of things we don't need and still people buy them, because in their heads they have idea..."if I will have this meaningles thing, I will be cool" which I think is pretty twisted. I like to buy some extra stuff too, for example I have so many clothes, which I don't need, and I know it's bad and I want to stop buying them, but I can't help myself...I am an image type right, so I try to excuse myself
. And I really try to find the balance between what I really need and don't need. I also try not to support today's politics, and I hope for more liberal change for our sociaty for the future.Also I think the economy which is now living on the debt and is not capable of repaying it will collapse pretty soon, but there is also a chance that the really rich poeple will try to hold thei status however they just can and will live in debt for another 100 years. I just hope some kind of revolution, liberalism, and more freedom and also more informing people about real problems and not try to fill their minds with meaningless things. The irony maybe is, that I study medias. But I study them, so I can influence them later in my life. I need to have the voice to speak to people and I need to be heard and I really want to change things and to make them better. To help somehow this world and society to be better. I am highly artistic type and I also believe I can do this with music. I love to sing and play the guitar and I hope once I will have a chance to make the music, that can change something. To be an artist with my whole heart.
