BrightEyes
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Well according to tests and what seems to be the most logical explanation, I am a 4w3.
I am in an average level at the moment, (as I often am , :/) and the things coming to the surface are.
A sense of numbness and disappointing when I am trying to connect with people and finding it impossible.
A sense of disappointment when I look at the lives of those around me who are naturally feeling a sense of flow where I have felt in a sense of dis-ease for so long now.
Some jealousy for my friends who are doing well and connecting with people.
Trying to feel love for others but failing.
Googling the shit out of self help to try and come good again.
Low self esteem at times, or just numb kind of disappointment when I think about myself.
I was on a healthier level, but got stoned (paranoid) and pulled into a lower level.
How the hell do I get out of this also, kinda sucks ass haha.
Any help would be awesome, cause none of my friends ever want to delve as deep as I do.
I am in an average level at the moment, (as I often am , :/) and the things coming to the surface are.
A sense of numbness and disappointing when I am trying to connect with people and finding it impossible.
A sense of disappointment when I look at the lives of those around me who are naturally feeling a sense of flow where I have felt in a sense of dis-ease for so long now.
Some jealousy for my friends who are doing well and connecting with people.
Trying to feel love for others but failing.
Googling the shit out of self help to try and come good again.
Low self esteem at times, or just numb kind of disappointment when I think about myself.
I was on a healthier level, but got stoned (paranoid) and pulled into a lower level.
How the hell do I get out of this also, kinda sucks ass haha.
Any help would be awesome, cause none of my friends ever want to delve as deep as I do.
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