So two more tests gave ENFP, one practically EXXP
Here's the one from Cognitive Process:
Fi (42), Ti (38), Ni (33), Ne (31), Se (29), Te (24), Fe (24), Si (18)
INFP, or perhaps ENFP or ISFP
I've had just a gradual change toward ENFP now, tho my friend just said yesterday I seem more happier and energetic than few months ago.
No I won't decide on my life long type right now. Just observing something. I don't change type when my preferences fluctuate in the usual 10-20% range.
Introversion is totally stress-related for me - it makes me stressed, and it results from stress. I'm rather always
N, and T and F are almost similarly okay.
Being T feels like secure, confident, competent, detached, protective of self. I guess I'm T when my life isn't good enough to be F, or when I'm just excited of the playfulness, competence and adventure from T. It's also my survival mode.
Being F feels like warm, happy, natural, connected, participating, having true meaning in life. I guess I'm F when healthy, in relative safety, with people to care about, with little or no financial burdens. It's also My relaxing mode.
I'm usually
P and it feels relaxing and fun, but I get
J if there is some awesome, extreme and exhilarating goal to go for. I'm a fucking race car then and a Doer par excellence. But the goal has to be a freakishly good one, and a challenging one too, so I'll motivate to do something as hard as organizing. J mode is a bit stressful if I don't enjoy what I do anymore.