Nope. 9w1 for you, 6w7 second, 4 last. I don't think you have 3 or 2.
9w1- well, I don't think I need to explain 9, but w1 due to the self-contained, controlled moments you have, the frustration, the non-invasion of others except when it comes to what you think is right. It feels like the classic 1 compliant/competency strategy- remove themselves, remove their emotions, wait till something comes along that 'deserves' their attention and criticism and then just
unleashes it. There's a higher level of involvement there, and w8s always come across as more apathetic to me on the social level- they don't care what you do unless you actually cross them. I posted recently that you seemed to be involved and interested in things beyond yourself, and this is a part of it.
6w7- this is a bit superficial since I don't have a hold of, or hang of your inner workings, but your dutifulness, your sense of obligation, knowing where and when to play with the rules (but then also not hesitating to challenge them!), your eye for a sense of structure but also how and where they can go wrong, are reminiscent of the attachment-compliance of 6s. 5 is the only other head type I'd consider for you, and 5s seem for too 'egotistic' so to speak, withdrawing into themselves and not caring unless it involves them. They'd likely quietly leave if they disagree instead of make a stink of something. w7 because you also seem action-oriented- sometimes moving
before you think, and the occasional frenetic energy you have when trying to do what it seems like escaping (even if momentarily) from your pains, but coming back to introspect later.
4, I'm not sure what wing, but likely 5 over 3 in this case. You seem to want to look into things honestly, warts and all, instead of looking outside for reassurance that there's nothing wrong with you like a 2 would (I know you do this sometimes, but seems (to me) driven more by you having a bad day / bad mental health day). On better days, you seem to be much more inclined to shine a light on yourself and bring out, dissect what is wrong so that you can achieve understanding- reminiscent of 4w5s. In addition, triple attachment seems too much for you, and giving two would mean double positive outlook- 9 + 2- and your strategies and motivations do not seem to compute with the double positive outlook method.
so/sp as well- I don't see much sx in you. You seem to have a very sp-edge- structure and practicality-oriented (whether or not you are good at it, you seem to focus on it, and worry about it- how to do things, how to sustain them, how to work things, your future), in service a bigger cause (soc). This doesn't mean you go from group to group seeking where you belong, but I notice that when you are criticising something, it
very often involves some kind of social structure, norm, a 'cause' bigger than yourself, thus the soc-first. soc 9 would also explain some of your being 'out there' and more 'outspoken' than the usual image of the withdrawn, quiet, and nonassuming 9.
I hope I didn't miss anything. I have never spoken to you one on one in length, but you have posted quite regularly and at length, and these are just my observations as an outsider reading the things you post every now and then.
