I'm leaning more towards Fe over Fi but I would like to gain your guy's insight just for more clarification just in case I might have misinterpreted anything.
When I was very young and still to this day I had a tendency to shy away from any semblance of external conflict, the main cases being on TV or any other source of media books and video games as well. If I witnessed two other characters, doesn't necessarily have to be a major character, in an exchange with another I had always almost by instinct would close my eyes and shut out the scene. I would describe it as an intense flow of emotion that would come out of nowhere in an involuntary way generally before my mind would have time to brace mentally. I don't recall any sort of real intellectual process that went into it, however I didn't actively try and put my self in their shoes or view try and empathize with them, it would just happen automatically.
Despite my socially introverted exterior, I've made strives and attempts at joining new social groups at school but nothing would ever click and I would involuntarily demonstrate certain oddball behaviors that people would notice. The point is I don't particularly enjoy being viewed as an outcast or a doormat. I think my attempts at trying to blend in using my ISFJ shadow does strain me more often then not and tires me out fast which is the mask I think I put up at school. At least I think so assuming I really am an ENTP and not something else completely. I don't have a tight-secure vault in my cranium that has these strict moral guidelines my underlings must follow, I'm extremely flexible with my morality and tend lean towards more of a grey area. If your wondering why I considered ENTP right now it's because function wise it seems to make the most sense, even corelating my social behavior.
When I was very young and still to this day I had a tendency to shy away from any semblance of external conflict, the main cases being on TV or any other source of media books and video games as well. If I witnessed two other characters, doesn't necessarily have to be a major character, in an exchange with another I had always almost by instinct would close my eyes and shut out the scene. I would describe it as an intense flow of emotion that would come out of nowhere in an involuntary way generally before my mind would have time to brace mentally. I don't recall any sort of real intellectual process that went into it, however I didn't actively try and put my self in their shoes or view try and empathize with them, it would just happen automatically.
Despite my socially introverted exterior, I've made strives and attempts at joining new social groups at school but nothing would ever click and I would involuntarily demonstrate certain oddball behaviors that people would notice. The point is I don't particularly enjoy being viewed as an outcast or a doormat. I think my attempts at trying to blend in using my ISFJ shadow does strain me more often then not and tires me out fast which is the mask I think I put up at school. At least I think so assuming I really am an ENTP and not something else completely. I don't have a tight-secure vault in my cranium that has these strict moral guidelines my underlings must follow, I'm extremely flexible with my morality and tend lean towards more of a grey area. If your wondering why I considered ENTP right now it's because function wise it seems to make the most sense, even corelating my social behavior.
