Honestly I don't. My natural inclination is to go towards issues, not away. I suppose I do identify with isolating my emotions however.
This "going towards issues" thing I've noticed in you is part of why I've thought CP 6 as a fix is possible. I'm just not sure how much of it is your actual 8 fix.
I can see this applying to me. My definition of happy is literally "when all needs are met". I don't relate to emulating myself to things as a way to gauge myself. (I'm not sure if I'm understanding the excerpt correctly though.)
I think the "emulating yourself to things" specifically to "gauge" yourself sounds more like a 3 thing. Doing so for security (which I assume is similar to what you mean when all needs are met, but please let me know if I'm assuming things incorrectly) can easily apply to 6.
I used to be really into laissez faire capitalism because I genuinely thought the world was fair and worked in such a way that the best truly do rise up. As I learned more (in both an academic and maturity sense) I found this to be flat out false. Not only does capitalism keep people down, but it does so by design. It's inefficient and unjust ON PURPOSE. That's where my fight for left wing activism truly started from. The world can literally be a better place and we don't make it so because.... no good reason? Suffering is not mandatory, yet we pretend that some people just deserve misery because that's how luck works. No. Everyone can be sustained and live fruitful lives if we just looked at all the evidence in front of us! Starvation, homelessness, crime... all solvable but we don't! Ugh! It's so frustrating, which is why I want to keep fighting.
TBH, x68s can be quite the justice fighters, especially with a 2 core. So in terms of tritype descriptions themselves, I think it would be your best fit...
Huh, I've never looked at e5 like that. I think I do identify with it. I'm constantly offering advice or trivia that I think would be helpful and prove my worth. I don't relate to it in the sense that e5s hoard information and all that jazz, but in the context of putting things aside and avoiding rejection, yep, that's me.
I see. This is 5-ish, but I don't think it necessarily means you have to be a 5 fix. I think that two rejection fixes are enough.
This might be my bias against the self proclaimed reactive people on the forum, not gonna lie, but I have absolutely no understanding of the reactive aspect of my or anyone else's tritype. Yeah, people lose their cool every now and then but that often and that explosively? Could not be me. It's only warranted when you've been really, truly wronged, y'know?
I am coming to the point where I feel pretty good about you potentially being a 286, but the double-reactive thing is what's getting me. I've seen double-reactive people who really aren't that explosive (Saturnal Snowqueen for instance, though she may not be the best example since she is a 9).
The fact that your 6 fix would be last might make a difference... I'm not an 8 fix but I think I'm more reactive than you because my two reactive fixes come first in the tritype. I'm sure that your 2 would help to diffuse things.
I experience anxiety all the time. It is often irrational though, so I don't really respect that aspect of my emotions. I have two modes when it comes to stress. I either respectfully seek out someone with more expertise than me and ask for help or I mentally tap out completely. I am often paranoid that people are lying to me, but other than that, I don't have any paranoias per say.
IDK if I'm projecting now but that sounds extremely 6. The switching between seeking out people with more expertise (I do not have much in common with you, but this is something I share) or just checking out of the situation (in my case, to withdraw) seems very 6w5.
I'm still gonna say 2w3 8w7 6w5, but unlike my last post, I think you're so/sp.