jixmixfix
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Sports are fun. I love the developing of skills aspect and the physicality. I feel totally alive when I am playing sport. As opposed to mostly numb the rest of the time. Sport gives me passion and feeling that I generally lack otherwise in life. I fight to win as though my life depends on it. And living like that is exciting. Also for an SP, living in the moment is our favourite place to be. And in the middle of a match, on the pitch, making split second decisions is the one place you completely and truly live in the moment.
The bruises and blood and pain from sport remind me that I am alive.
I hate taking punishment in sports and will avoid it any time I can, I'm having such a hard time transitioning from kickboxing to jiu-jitsu because of this. Getting kicked or hit sucks as it is about force meeting force which I will always try to avoid and find an easier or better way.