Awesome! You made a blog thread.
Oh, my...about an hour ago I threw away 20 pounds potatoes that went bad because it was only $3 for 20 Lb. I bought them long, long ago when they set up a a tent with cheap prices out in from of the Piggly Wiggly.
Oh, my, you somewhat know my history and I know yours a little. ((((((((((NotOfTwo))))))))))))))) I wished that I had a normal life and a normal childhood.
I still haven't really had a romantic relationship with intimacy, and I don't expect it. Things have improved, however. I should PM you since there are some positive things.
Yet, for the purpose of the thread, I will relate that I had $250,000 in military scholarships, including an appointment to a military academy. Yet, everyone who knew me in general life would say I was not military suited. My father had hoped I would change, but I didn't change. I was not able to do it. Meanwhile, I had told my civilian scholarships I was going military.
Reflecting now, I could have been many different things and got a better job. I am here in the rural area. I like it in many ways, but I'm fantasizing about moving to the city.