I cook when I get in the mood - and I do it exceptionally well (yeah, I'm bragging, so what). I quite like it as I like to play with spices and herbs and stuff... explore, generally speaking. gets my creativity going. but for some reason I cannot use the oven. anything to do with oven and I either burn it or it stays too raw. or it collapses (a souffle, for example). and so on, you get the picture. as long as I stay behind the stove it's alright. just don't touch the oven
maybe it's because if it's in the oven I cannot have my hands on it any time I want to? who knows...
most of the time I can't be bothered to cook, however, I eat sandwitches and salads and other easy stuff.
I also knit and do embroidery well - but, again, I usually can't be bothered, I do it like once in two years or so. that's because of my being a P - it all takes time to finish and by that time I have more interesting things in mind.
as with sewing - I can do it, but, again, takes too long. so I mainly draw my ideas on paper and take them to my dressmaker.
I also have lots of shoes. and I do wear more than two pairs. the shoes have to go with the rest of the outfit, girls
I am quite girly, yes, and I like it!
but it wasn't like that a few years ago, I've actually trained myself to it, sort of. it was a few years ago when I realized beauty and femininity is not a sin and my IQ is not going to drop when I wear my lipstick. it doesn't make me less intellectual or anything... I can go without any makeup and wear jeans-and-sneakers, I don't feel bad like or anything, I don't actually CARE either way, I also don't mind what others are wearing. I just think I can be a woman at least at the outside, even if I am
manly NT in the inside... I was born like that, after all! (I also have great boobs, so it's kind of difficult to hide my gender anyway, better show it off
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