Morpheus
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- Joined
- Jan 9, 2019
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- MBTI Type
- INTP
I'm an INTP. I know it since 2014, since then I tried various types of tests, people helped me to type myself so many times, I think my results in every kind of test is 97% INTP. Because I've done a lot, not only online automatic tests but Type Me posts too.
But I just can't trust my results.
It happens for two reasons:
1- I do have my own system of morals.
Justice is something important to me, as is acting right with other. This is my moral code, being impartial and acting right. And by acting right I mean not f*ucking with other people to gain some kind of advantage. Like, yesterday I was watching Looking For Alaska cause my gf asked me to(it's really boring) and there is a part in the first episode that some guys almost drowned the main character in a lake. The entire episode was like "meh" but this one scene has put me on rage mode and I began to think that if it was me there I would break their legs while they're sleeping... But then I realized that I would get caught and started to try to think of some life theatening revenge I could do without geeting caught.
2 - I was really idealistic and dreamy between my childhood till like 17, 18yo.
Although I'm not like this anymore, I'm really unsure if it means I'm INTP. When I was a kid I daydreamed all the time and when I was like 17, 18 years i just wanted to pursue a career that I loved like illustration. I knew it would be hard and I took a long time searching for a good reason, a good excuse to pursue it. I eventually gave up since I could not find one and realized I was searching so hard that I didn't even liked drawing anymore lol.
I'm 24yo now, nowadays I'm much more realistic and pragmatic. And see things just as they are, not as being good or bad(actually I never cared to see things as good or bad). I try to ignore my desires and do what needs to be done. But one thing I cannot ignore is this impostor feeling that I have when someone types me as INTP.
At least one INTP trait I'm sure that i have: I like to be 100% sure of things before I act.
But I just can't trust my results.
It happens for two reasons:
1- I do have my own system of morals.
Justice is something important to me, as is acting right with other. This is my moral code, being impartial and acting right. And by acting right I mean not f*ucking with other people to gain some kind of advantage. Like, yesterday I was watching Looking For Alaska cause my gf asked me to(it's really boring) and there is a part in the first episode that some guys almost drowned the main character in a lake. The entire episode was like "meh" but this one scene has put me on rage mode and I began to think that if it was me there I would break their legs while they're sleeping... But then I realized that I would get caught and started to try to think of some life theatening revenge I could do without geeting caught.
2 - I was really idealistic and dreamy between my childhood till like 17, 18yo.
Although I'm not like this anymore, I'm really unsure if it means I'm INTP. When I was a kid I daydreamed all the time and when I was like 17, 18 years i just wanted to pursue a career that I loved like illustration. I knew it would be hard and I took a long time searching for a good reason, a good excuse to pursue it. I eventually gave up since I could not find one and realized I was searching so hard that I didn't even liked drawing anymore lol.
I'm 24yo now, nowadays I'm much more realistic and pragmatic. And see things just as they are, not as being good or bad(actually I never cared to see things as good or bad). I try to ignore my desires and do what needs to be done. But one thing I cannot ignore is this impostor feeling that I have when someone types me as INTP.
At least one INTP trait I'm sure that i have: I like to be 100% sure of things before I act.