Not excessively, no...I only really ever cry when I'm at the end of my ends(frustration), I don't usually cry out of sadness as overly dramatic displays of emotion make me somewhat uncomfortable...but if I felt the need to I wouldn't stop myself from doing so of course.
I used to cry a lot during my early teens, often for no reason as well as when I was mad. I've learned to control myself much better since then so that's really no longer a problem yet it's caused other problems, but I suppose that's how it works, picking your poison I mean.
I guess I've just entered into a state of mind where I think "ok you're an adult now and that means putting away childish things like bitting your nails(Yeah I used to do that and it seems really gross now...), crying at the drop of a hat, and etc." Not in a forced, sort of way though, but in a natural way. to be honest, I haven't felt the need to cry for no apparent reason(to be honest I just liked playing the martyr when I was younger, God knows why, and I embarrassingly enough admit that...) for a very long time so I feel this is the natural progression of things for me, and as long as it's natural I'm happy to move forward in such a manner.
Not that crying isn't perfectly fine or that it's immature in any way, just personally speaking it's not something I feel I should be doing frivolously anymore or feel the need to do so excessively any longer, I feel like that phase in my life is over and this is one of those ways for me to attempt to do what is so hard for me to do: let it go. Though, I understand that sometimes I do need a good cry and I allow myself that because I'm aware that repression is never the way to go about things. Crying can be healing and whatnot. Also tiring for some reason...
I no longer relate to a lot of what I did when I was younger in but it's still nonetheless, hard for me, letting go of that person.
