i'm always communicating. the way i look at things,
if i cock my head to the side, or if i look it at it straight
on, if my eyes are moving around or if it's fixated on
something. how rapid or slow my words come out,
the pauses in between. lots of gesturing.
if it's with someone i like, i love interactive physical
communication. crazy touchy. and i like being touched.
different ways to walk my fingers up his neck, arms or
legs, different meanings, different requests.
i love love love good silence. because it's not static.
there's always an exchange, and with silence, the
timing makes it so exciting, the moments of stealing
glances and sly smiles and giggles. i like that i don't
have to say anything, just fingertip march on jock's
hips and back he goes under my covers. gives me
goofy toothy grins thinking about it....
i forgot what i was saying.