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    幽霊||๏ ᴘʜᴏᴇɴɪx ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ʀɪsᴇ Hexcoder's Avatar
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    This shit right here...this is why I hate not having the upper hand. Manipulative people will always pull their shit unless you have control and the upper hand. It's a safeguard against it.

    Lacking that control and independence due to financial hardship caused by health struggles ... health struggles I lack control over via willpower despite there being a person in me kicking and fighting underneath it all still ... one of the most difficult battles I've had to face in my life.
    #r3c0de

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    Like I'm less SP blind than I think.



    My 'people skills' are 'rusty'.
    Pardon me, but I have spent the last 'year' as a multi-dimensional wavelength of celestial intent...
    I'm the one who gripped you tight and raised you from perdition.
    I am Catstiel; I'm an Angel of the Lord.
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    Catharsis free.
    神.
    신.

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    Absolute garbage. No clue how I'm even functioning right now. The hell is wrong with me lately? I'm worse than I usually even am off meds.

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    Indefatigable. Freedom tastes too sweet to stop...I'm like a pitbull who got a taste of blood, once they taste it they change. Also like one in the sense that their jaws lock, they don't let go.

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    I am feeling very sleepy and both detached and overwhelmed.
    In an hour, I meet up with hubby’s kids where I’m finally going to get a bank account. They’re slowly getting my Trust set up.
    We decided it’s more wise for me to keep my CRV- which I’m very happy about. When then sell the truck, they’ll split the difference with me, to give me a little more cushion when setting up the place I’ll move into.
    Now I need to get my butt up, get a shower and then get ready to meet them at the bank when they text.

    Meh.

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    Social activity.
    神.
    신.
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    Tonight's song selection has a mood disorder and features jumps between 80s alternative, metal remakes, Leonard Cohen, new alt rock, folk, 90s grunge, and of course Spinal Meningitis by Ween. I hope my neighbors think there's something wrong with me.

    This is in this thread because music is a feel.
    Perpetual mood


    "It is not the personality's task to tell the truth,
    but to seem to, try to, or try to seem to."


    Philip Trussell

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    Quote Originally Posted by Peter Deadpan View Post
    Tonight's song selection has a mood disorder and features jumps between 80s alternative, metal remakes, Leonard Cohen, new alt rock, folk, 90s grunge, and of course Spinal Meningitis by Ween. I hope my neighbors think there's something wrong with me.

    This is in this thread because music is a feel.
    add opera, start slowly clicking on an off the lights. They might actually start acting squirly when they see you in the hall.




    My 'people skills' are 'rusty'.
    Pardon me, but I have spent the last 'year' as a multi-dimensional wavelength of celestial intent...
    I'm the one who gripped you tight and raised you from perdition.
    I am Catstiel; I'm an Angel of the Lord.
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    Pain. Misery. Screaming inside. Withdrawn. Come on, just keep going...stay afloat...I don't even know how I am doing anything right now. I think the only way is to disconnect from myself and keep going on autopilot like a machine who sees themselves from a 3rd person view.

    FUCK

    I can't live this way anymore...I just can't...

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