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    Fucking great! Today has been the best day I’ve had in years.

    I think I unitentionally broke my hisband last night.
    I explained that I did not say anything when asked if I wanted to do something I did not want to because “ I am just so tired of people judging me as negative for speaking up.”
    “Yeah, I accuse you of being negative sometimes.”
    “ You do it often and it’s pretty much destroyed my self-esteem.” ( A but of an exaggeration. I have plenty of self-esteem but it has severely exacerbated some pre-exiisting mental complexes)

    I thought he wouldn’t care, or at least, not take it seriously.
    God did he. He hung his head and walked away before asking “ Can you tell me exactly what I’ve said to make you feel that way? “
    I didn’t know what to say.
    “ So it just makes you so mad you don’t even want to talk about it?”
    I told him “ ‘mad’ is not quite the word.”

    A couple minutes later he brought me some tea when I had not even asked. He was incredibly polite but clearly distraght all evening.

    I ‘ve never thought it could be saud that he is intentionally maliscious. I don’t think he wants to hurt anyone- least of all me.
    But I think it can be said that the man doesn’t have a single extraverted function. He just seems completely blind to the effects his moodiness, emotionalism and outbursts have on others.
    I wish that he were easier to talk to and that I did not have to relate to such underhanded gut-punches to get through to him.

    Anyway, yes, I think he was still upset today but he sure as hell didn’t take it out on me. He was, dare, I say, plesant, and I was as happy as ween we firs5 started spending time together.
    We went to the garden to water, he even did some weeding, and then he took me to get a special notebook and pen to continue writting out our story.

    To think that so much happiness could come from “ stowing that’tude” as my Mother would say.
    “ they’re on our left, they’re on our right, they’re in front of us, they’re behind us…they can’t get away this time”

    "These voices scream at me "Let it go!"
    (never let go)
    This time I'm screaming back "No! No! No!"
    (Go on say no)
    My mind's made up, yeah my fear is gone
    Open my eyes now here I come: Oblivion."

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    I notice at the start of June I'm getting a work week with 4 extra hours than I normally get. yay. XD
    Fearsome hearts, I wouldn't lie
    I got memories that travels my mind
    Fear not, fear not when you go
    I got pieces of your hate in my soul
    Look at me now
    I'm falling apart in daylight
    All the pieces that I've lost, I have loved


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    Thunderstorms. Need I say more?
    '“Sometimes I think I have felt everything I'm ever gonna feel.
    And from here on out, I'm not gonna feel anything new.

    Just lesser versions of what I've already felt.

    - look it up yourself


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    I just exercised (danced for an hour). I just wish I had someone who wanted to latin dance with me.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Peter Deadpan View Post
    Thunderstorms. Need I say more?
    yes
    To avoid criticism, do nothing, say nothing, be nothing.
    ~ Elbert Hubbard

    Music provides one of the clearest examples of a much deeper relation between mathematics and human experience.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Luminous View Post
    I just exercised (danced for an hour). I just wish I had someone who wanted to latin dance with me.
    To avoid criticism, do nothing, say nothing, be nothing.
    ~ Elbert Hubbard

    Music provides one of the clearest examples of a much deeper relation between mathematics and human experience.
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    I am feeling exceptionally annoyed with myself. Why can't I sleep like a normal fricken person? I fell asleep hard and fast, but woke some 3 hours later completely drenched in sweat. All because I have to sleep in a tight ball. And, of course, I was hugging my heating pad which just made me sweat even more.
    SO, I get to wash my bedclothes again today. Yay (NOT!)
    Previously, they were fortunate to get washed every 3 months or so. Now it's becoming a weekly hassle.

    I was right in the middle of some intense dreams, too. Wish I could have seen how they ended.
    But, I'm also feeling half-starved, so I need to eat something, shower, and then- maybe- I can go back to sleep.
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    Like myself again. Yeee, got my old spirit back. Fuck off, depression. Let's gooooo.

    I'm like...




    "When the pain of where you are is greater than the pain it takes to get to where you need to be, you'll move." — Unknown

    "Whether you think you can or think you can't, you're right." — Henry Ford

    “The question isn’t who is going to let me, it’s who is going to stop me.” — Ayn Rand

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    Crampy, but also not wanting to sit around doing nothing all day. Dunno what my issue is this time lol.
    - 6w5 3w4 1w9 - sp/so - INTP -
    “My deplorable mania for analysis exhausts me. I doubt everything, even my doubt.” Gustave Flaubert



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    With all due respect,
    Eryn Silverfrond
    & Gentleman Jack

    I am the Cat who walks by Himself; and all places are alike to me...
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