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    Fucking great! Today has been the best day I’ve had in years.

    I think I unitentionally broke my hisband last night.
    I explained that I did not say anything when asked if I wanted to do something I did not want to because “ I am just so tired of people judging me as negative for speaking up.”
    “Yeah, I accuse you of being negative sometimes.”
    “ You do it often and it’s pretty much destroyed my self-esteem.” ( A but of an exaggeration. I have plenty of self-esteem but it has severely exacerbated some pre-exiisting mental complexes)

    I thought he wouldn’t care, or at least, not take it seriously.
    God did he. He hung his head and walked away before asking “ Can you tell me exactly what I’ve said to make you feel that way? “
    I didn’t know what to say.
    “ So it just makes you so mad you don’t even want to talk about it?”
    I told him “ ‘mad’ is not quite the word.”

    A couple minutes later he brought me some tea when I had not even asked. He was incredibly polite but clearly distraght all evening.

    I ‘ve never thought it could be saud that he is intentionally maliscious. I don’t think he wants to hurt anyone- least of all me.
    But I think it can be said that the man doesn’t have a single extraverted function. He just seems completely blind to the effects his moodiness, emotionalism and outbursts have on others.
    I wish that he were easier to talk to and that I did not have to relate to such underhanded gut-punches to get through to him.

    Anyway, yes, I think he was still upset today but he sure as hell didn’t take it out on me. He was, dare, I say, plesant, and I was as happy as ween we firs5 started spending time together.
    We went to the garden to water, he even did some weeding, and then he took me to get a special notebook and pen to continue writting out our story.

    To think that so much happiness could come from “ stowing that’tude” as my Mother would say.
    " Do something, even if it's wrong."

    " I don't wanna have to but I will, if that's what I'm supposed to do
    We don't wanna set up for the kill, but that's what I'm 'bout to do."

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    I notice at the start of June I'm getting a work week with 4 extra hours than I normally get. yay. XD
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    Thunderstorms. Need I say more?
    Perpetual mood


    “Sometimes I think I have felt everything I'm ever gonna feel.
    And from here on out, I'm not gonna feel anything new.
    Just lesser versions of what I've already felt.”


    - look it up yourself


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    I just exercised (danced for an hour). I just wish I had someone who wanted to latin dance with me.
    ✦ᏖᏒᎥᎮ ค ℓιɬɬℓɛ Ꮭıɠɧɬ ʄคŋɬคʂɬıƈ✦ -: ✦ :- ƒ O ᖇ G E ᗪ I ᑎ ƒ I ᖇ E ❋-: ✦ :-★ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ꜰᴇᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴇʟꜱ★
    * ・゚ ・゚ * ⊱9w1✶S✶2w1✶X✶5w6⊰ * ・゚ ・゚ *
    ✦Շђєяє คяє ๓σяє тнιηﻭѕ ιη нєανєη αη∂ єαятн Շђαη คяє ∂яєαмт σƒ ιη уσυя ρнιℓσѕσρну.✦
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    Quote Originally Posted by Peter Deadpan View Post
    Thunderstorms. Need I say more?
    yes
    To avoid criticism, do nothing, say nothing, be nothing.
    ~ Elbert Hubbard

    Music provides one of the clearest examples of a much deeper relation between mathematics and human experience.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Luminous View Post
    I just exercised (danced for an hour). I just wish I had someone who wanted to latin dance with me.
    To avoid criticism, do nothing, say nothing, be nothing.
    ~ Elbert Hubbard

    Music provides one of the clearest examples of a much deeper relation between mathematics and human experience.
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    I am feeling exceptionally annoyed with myself. Why can't I sleep like a normal fricken person? I fell asleep hard and fast, but woke some 3 hours later completely drenched in sweat. All because I have to sleep in a tight ball. And, of course, I was hugging my heating pad which just made me sweat even more.
    SO, I get to wash my bedclothes again today. Yay (NOT!)
    Previously, they were fortunate to get washed every 3 months or so. Now it's becoming a weekly hassle.

    I was right in the middle of some intense dreams, too. Wish I could have seen how they ended.
    But, I'm also feeling half-starved, so I need to eat something, shower, and then- maybe- I can go back to sleep.
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    Like myself again. Yeee, got my old spirit back. Fuck off, depression. Let's gooooo.

    I'm like...




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    Crampy, but also not wanting to sit around doing nothing all day. Dunno what my issue is this time lol.
    - 6w5 1w9 3w4 - sp/so - INTP -
    “My deplorable mania for analysis exhausts me. I doubt everything, even my doubt.” Gustave Flaubert



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