have you ever noticed that INFPs tend to want to relate everything back to something that happened to them or something we know? I've seen this a lot. I can see how it could be interpreted as selfish...
Yep, it's part of how we empathize. If I can imagine the feeling by connecting it to something I've felt or something I know, then I can understand/explain it better. I don't have to experience something directly to empathize though, which I sort of touch on further down....
I also enjoy relating because I often don't relate to people in many ways. Maybe that's where it becomes selfish.
Also, do really stupid people annoy you? Like, make you want to hit yourself in the head with a shovel just to dull the awareness of the inane drivel coming out of their mouths? And, why the inclination toward self directed anger when the anger is clearly do to some outside effect?
Are all of these questions connected? If so, the last one is only true in a social setting when I lament no natural interest in the inane drivel and feel left out. I get that alien feeling, like I'm watching creatures I do not understand and cannot relate to, but it makes me sad.
Otherwise, I don't blame myself for other people's annoying behavior. Self-directed anger is a by-product of my idealism and not living up to my own standards.
are you pretty much incapable of saying you're truly good at something if it would give you social/economic value?
I have a hard time saying I am truly good at anything without feeling like a conceited braggart. This makes job interviews (even more) difficult. Something can be true of myself, but I feel like a fraud in the moment and find it hard to vocalize.
I also recently told someone I am really only good at "useless" things that don't make money. That's definitely more of a feeling than the truth though. It's my ideals being too high again.
Do people usually tend to not feel strongly about you, but still remember you?
Yes, but I think it's a combo of my appearance and demeanor. Since I often don't interact much with people, it makes sense that they feel little. However, I think there's a lasting impression of, "What an odd duck".
Sometimes I find with Fi doms (maybe moreso with younger ones?) that it does seem a little all about them - even when you tell them something, it's more about their reaction to what you're saying, rather than about what's happening to you. On the other hand, I do appreciate that they have values that they are strongly passionate about and I have found those who use Fi as a tertiary function to be much harder to understand.
This is an interesting perspective, and now I'm going to go off on a tangent about it, haha.
I actually don't react much emotionally in the moment to what people tell me. I'm rather detached. I tend to feel others' emotions as a cumulative feeling, and expression of it comes out in other areas at other times. Yet, in the moment, I am still relating myself to it, so as to grasp the person's experience as well as I can. I suppose it's the detachment and relating that seems like we're more concerned with our own feeling about it. It's just how our empathizing process works though, because its aim is primarily to heal through a solution, not just to offer comfort.
From Jung's description of Fi:
"One is distinctly aware then of the movement of feeling away from the object. With the normal type, however, this happens only when the influence of the object is too strong....There is little effort to respond to the real emotions of the other person....Faced with anything that might carry her away or arouse enthusiasm, this type observes a benevolent though critical neutrality.... "
I take this to be a way of saying that when something has potential to cause a strong emotional reaction, INFPs somewhat detach in the moment, as opposed to responding emotionally. I think it's partly a self-protective measure and a way of staying clear-headed when it's needed. I personally do take a critical approach - not in a negative way, but more like "evaluating" the various factors. So really, the detachment is a sign that the INFP is thinking quite deeply about it, and it really matters to them, to the point that their emotion has to freeze up.
"An intensive sympathy, being shut off from every means of expression, acquires a passionate depth that comprises a whole world of misery and simply gets benumbed. It may perhaps break out in some extravagant form and lead to an astounding act of an almost heroic character, quite unrelated to either the subject herself, or to the object that provoked the outburst."
So it comes out at some point.
"Its aim is not to adjust itself to the object, but to subordinate it in an unconscious effort to realize the underlying images."
"The primordial images are,of course, just as much ideas as feelings."
"Any stormy emotion, however, will be struck down with a murderous coldness, unless it happens to catch the woman on her unconscious side - that is, unless it hits her feelings by arousing a primordial image."
I read "primordial" to mean "basic core value". This, to me, is saying that the strong emotional reactions are basically numbed, and that these emotional issues are dealt with in a more imaginary way. The feeling is less emotional than an almost instinctual connection to the basic foundations of the INFPs values. When I empathize with someone, I feel like my mind is racing to connect it to something I know. And then I reach a clear image and I realize I am empathizing. And it's strange because I am connected and detached simultaneously.
This is when the "feeling" enters some realm separate from emotion and reasoning. I think Jung uses "images" because it's a fuzzy process.