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    Nobody. Fucking. Cares.
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    Completely, entirely, 10000000% free from social anxiety or the fear of / sensitivity to rejection. Judge me, hate me, misunderstand me, whatever...who cares? You don't matter.
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    Quote Originally Posted by EJCC View Post
    The Breakdown Cycle

    1. Uh-oh.
    2. Actively having crisis
    3. When is the crisis going to be over
    4. Exhausted, brain-fogged, a little sick/headachey
    5. "Recovery" / angsty mental processing of crisis <- I am here
    6. Post-crisis getting-together-of-shit
    7. It's Fine Now
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    The Breakdown Cycle

    1. Uh-oh.
    2. Actively having crisis
    3. When is the crisis going to be over
    4. Exhausted, brain-fogged, a little sick/headachey
    5. "Recovery" / angsty mental processing of crisis
    5a. Depressive episode (OPTIONAL)
    6. Post-crisis getting-together-of-shit <- I am here
    7. It's Fine Now
    ”We know a little about a lot of things; just enough to make us dangerous.”

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    Miserable and too depressed to function. I give no fucks.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Hexcoder View Post
    Miserable and too depressed to function. I give no fucks.
    Though your field of fucks lies fallow Hexy I am hoping it will produce a better harvest and you will have full store houses once again in future.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Hexcoder View Post
    Miserable and too depressed to function. I give no fucks.
    Sorry you are feeling this way. It helps me to remember that nothing lasts forever, including suffering.

    Circus life under the big top world, we all need the clowns to make us smile
    Through space and time always another show, wondering where I am. I'm lost without you. Journey
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    Accomplished. I completed my online orientation stuff for community college.
    In my defense I was left unsupervised
    My level of sarcasm is based on your level of stupidity
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    Quote Originally Posted by Powehi View Post
    Sorry you are feeling this way. It helps me to remember that nothing lasts forever, including suffering.
    I wish I could believe that, but I think the world is just cruel and there's no such thing as better...it's not even about my life circumstances despite those being rather shitty, it's about people being shitty and the world being a shitty place to be because nobody sincerely has half a heart and it makes life not worth living...although friends say I've just been unlucky and most people aren't like what I've experienced from the world, but I'm partly inclined to think they're just less experienced and naive.

    What little kindness I do see, I don't trust. Too many times it has concealed the true nature of the monsters inside.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Hexcoder View Post
    I wish I could believe that, but I think the world is just cruel and there's no such thing as better...it's not even about my life circumstances despite those being rather shitty, it's about people being shitty and the world being a shitty place to be because nobody sincerely has half a heart and it makes life not worth living...although friends say I've just been unlucky and most people aren't like what I've experienced from the world, but I'm partly inclined to think they're just less experienced and naive.

    What little kindness I do see, I don't trust. Too many times it has concealed the true nature of the monsters inside.
    It is a difficult and complex topic. While it is true that there are people who cross the line to be monsters, there is also an issue of individual perception being skewed in favor of oneself over others, so the equinanimous exchanges can be experienced as being more towards the other person's favor. In my years of relating, I have found my trust violated in different ways, but one generalized way ends up leaving me feeling a bit used because of this perceptual imbalance. When people split time or resources 50/50, it is common for people to feel it isn't even unless it is in their favor because as individuals we experience the totality of the emotions and needs from our one perspective, but not equally from another.

    I may be going off on a bit of a tangent, and it may not be relevant to your immediate experience which is likely more extreme right now, but this is an issue I've tried to address in my own life, because it would also apply to me. I want to try to reframe my own mind to have a clearer sense of equanimity. I think it is easy for that to go out of balance either way. I think it is also possible for people to feel like they can't give enough, or for people to feel entitled to more than their share. It absolutely results in people using other people which is almost always framed with some sort of love-bombing.

    It is generally important to factor in the issue of self-interest in human exchanges, although I think there are some genuinely loving people. Perhaps higher percentages are found helping animals or doing work that requires giving without a lot of accolades. I've been impressed with a number of people who work in dementia units, for example.

    Circus life under the big top world, we all need the clowns to make us smile
    Through space and time always another show, wondering where I am. I'm lost without you. Journey
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