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I will kill myself

Fluffywolf

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I'm so not going to make a long post here. *cringe*

But this needs to be said.

Chickenshit!
 

Athenian200

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This problem can be solved by stop talking to people. (Just kidding). :D

You're more correct than you think, actually. Usually when I get too depressed, I just start avoiding people completely for a few days. Then I just go numb and "reboot," and it usually returns me to my baseline state.

The reason this works is because it's always other people, or what I project onto other people, that make me depressed.

This makes me kind of like DOS. I never really run into problems on my own, it's the programs and shells that run on top of me that cause problems. By myself, I'm a fairly simple process to sustain, if rather neutral, limited, and cryptic.
 

ez78705

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You're more correct than you think, actually. Usually when I get too depressed, I just start avoiding people completely for a few days. Then I just go numb and "reboot," and it usually returns me to my baseline state.

The reason this works is because it's always other people, or what I project onto other people, that make me depressed.

Yes. I do that sometimes, too. This strategy probably works quite well for introverts.
 

Fluffywolf

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This makes me kind of like DOS. I never really run into problems on my own, it's the programs and shells that run on top of me that cause problems. By myself, I'm a fairly simple process to sustain, if rather neutral, limited, and cryptic.


Interesting metaphor. Personally, I'm more of a gui OS kinda guy though.
 

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Interesting metaphor. Personally, I'm more of a gui OS kinda guy though.

Have it your way, but that means you're fraught with configuration issues, dependencies, and interconnected processes that could keep you from starting up if even one thing is out of place. Not to mention you require a lot more resources to even operate. ;)

Of course, it probably means you have a lot more raw power, efficiency, and extensibility when you do work, though.
 

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Have it your way, but that means you're fraught with configuration issues, dependencies, and interconnected processes that could keep you from starting up if even one thing is out of place. Not to mention you require a lot more resources to even operate. ;)

Of course, it probably means you have a lot more raw power, efficiency, and extensibility when you do work, though.

It's much prefered than configuring a different start up sequence with mem commands and F10 (or was it F11?) yes/no's for each and every different situation to optimize the base memory just so it will run without any problems for the game or program you intend to run with it. :D
 

Fluffywolf

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[YOUTUBE="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hkDD03yeLnU"]gui person?[/YOUTUBE]

design patterns can go to hell.

Lol, bad writers. :D

That's the equivalant of saying "I'm going to buy a new kitchen to track down my egg salad."
 

Sentura

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Lol, bad writers. :D

That's the equivalant of saying "I'm going to buy a new kitchen to track down my egg salad."

actually it's more like, "i'm going to buy a car without engine and try to get it to run"
 

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2."Purpose" is an invention. It is subjective. So while my life has purpose to me, and to those I know, I doubt a greater purpose than this exists.

It is subjective. But what would an objective purpose be, and why is there a need for a greater purpose?

Would pleasure seeking behaviour be considered objective or subjective? And if it is objective, is the creation of subjective purposes really that subjective as it fufills the first critiera?
 

Haphazard

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You make being an INTJ sound quite easy.

It's a lot easier than it looks.



You know, I think for maximum effect, this thread should be on the boards right ABOVE "Man pushes suicide jumper off" than below. What do you think?
 

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So I've got to wait till Thursday at the earliest?

1Not-existing, now that's going to be more up your alley of options.

2Not to question your motives totally, and please correct me if I'm wrong without taking it to heart, but is this all just an elaborate farce to fish for sympathy?

1Yes, I'm not planning on regarding anything once I'm dead. It's more about the triumphant peace that will spread over me when I know that I'm finished. That I've created something that cannot be destroyed, that even after all those who ever knew me have died, it still was.

2I'm really not looking for sympathy. Actually, I've gotten way too much of it - and far more than I expected - in this thread (I do appreciate the kindness of those who offered it though). I'm not sad or in a pitiful position, so I don't deserve sympathy...it's really that simple. Judging by the responses I've gotten, I must not have been clear enough in my OP that this was not a threat of any kind, that I want to die with high spirits, and not wasting on some bed...and I would like to be old.
 

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well this thread is really uplifting. not sure what you're looking for but if the rest of us miserable fuckers have to keep living, why come you don't?
 

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well this thread is really uplifting. not sure what you're looking for but if the rest of us miserable fuckers have to keep living, why how come you don't?

Your capitalization and comma placement needs work, too.
 

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It is subjective. But what would an objective purpose be, and 1why is there a need for a greater purpose?

2Would pleasure seeking behaviour be considered objective or subjective? And if it is objective, is the creation of subjective purposes really that subjective as it fufills the first critiera?

I like this thought. Way to be an SJ on these forums.

1.An objective purpose would not be. It could not be. And I don't see why there is a need for a greater purpose, but many people believe there is one just because they find this thought cold.

2.If we are observing and measuring the behavior, the actions can be considered objective, but the reasons for seeking the pleasure are subjective, so it would be more accurate to see these actions in a "subjective light," I think.
 

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I like this thought. Way to be an SJ on these forums.

:cry:

1.An objective purpose would not be. It could not be. And I don't see why there is a need for a greater purpose, but many people believe there is one just because they find this thought cold.

2.If we are observing and measuring the behavior, the actions can be considered objective, but the reasons for seeking the pleasure are subjective, so it would be more accurate to see these actions in a "subjective light," I think.

I'm just thinking that people usually think of an objective purpose as something that can only be given by God or the likes, otherwise it's all subjective. But it doesn't totally make sense to me, why many people seem to need this all encomposing greater purpose that is meant to be objective.

When we create stuff. It might serve an objective purpose, to serve our objective selfish gene which is to continue existance. Hm suddenly I remember what this is all about, whether there is meaning to existance at the most fundamental level.... Scratch the above comments out. I'll just remain as an agnostic on whether there is reasoning behind the movement of an atom.
 
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