SwimmerGal97
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- Sep 19, 2014
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I'm proud to be an introvert. It can be frustrating when people think I'm being rude or aloof because I don't like small talk or when they get angry because I declined an invitation to go out for the fifth time in the row because I'd rather watch a film, read a book, bake, paint or anything else that doesn't require the effort of maintaining conversation (not to say I can't hold a conversation its just that even with friends, its hard and I need time to think and reflect). Most of the time I'm perfectly fine with this even in a society seemingly geared towards extroverts (at least as far as people my age are, as a teenager the most common jobs available are in retail. I really REALLY hate working in retail.) However when it comes to things like jobs and university applications, I feel like I'm going to be overlooked. Places and positions are competitive and employers/admissions tutors are looking for confidence, leadership, people who get involved who will really give something to the company or institution. I am quietly confident, not the greatest of leaders as I'd rather do my own thing and my involvement is subtle. I keep in the background but talk to everyone one on one, keep things harmonious. I don't have loads of charity work, fundraisers, extracurricular awards like duke of Edinburgh, I wasn't even a perfect (because 1) I don't fancy running around doing jobs for my head of college and 2) frankly, I don't careif younger students are eating in classrooms, texting in corridors or whatever) so when I'm up against people who have all that and more, how do I stand out without pretending to be something I'm not? Does anyone else feel like this? Is it possible to be happy and successful whilst being utterly drained by other people?