In comparison to other IxFPs, I’m uncomfortable with negative feelings, which results in a compulsive need to see the silver lining. I deny, avoid and disconnect from feelings or ideas that cause distress. I prefer to feel numb over anxious, terrified or depressed. I also appear more pragmatic than most IxFPs, who are modest and seek projects that are meaningful over practical whereas wealth and fame is meaningful to me. When I pursue something or have an idea for a project, my second thought is usually, “how will this earn me fame? How can I monetize this?†and I won't start the project if I can't see the possibility of it earning me acclaim.
I’m drawn to current and global affairs and it re-enforces my desire to be recognized (i.e: I unconsciously present myself in manners that seek attention and highlight my desire to lead). This consequently affects my attitude towards commitment; I don’t like being tied down as I feel a strong need to be connected to many people, ideas and concepts. As such, I think I’m great at being busy without accomplishing anything substantial.
All of the above makes for a person that’s more friendly, confident, positive and materialistic than the average IxFP at their best but scattered and aggressive at their worst (like now).
