Hardships? No.. Rather it was impressed upon me as a youth that how 'I' dealt with my feelings was inappropriate. Therapy and pills only made it clearer to me over time that people weren't interested in what I felt but rather with what was wrong with me. Nothing was wrong per say, I was just being who I was and being told that was wrong only pissed me off even more. Would've done worlds for me if somebody had given a damn in the first place, then shown me a better way to go about it. I couldn't make people realize this fact, so I learned to keep my thoughts and feelings to myself. So, ironically in the end I traded Fe for a really REALLY short fuse. =P