Herwig
New member
- Joined
- Sep 14, 2018
- Messages
- 28
- MBTI Type
- INTJ
- Enneagram
- 548
- Instinctual Variant
- so
I don't know what to do with my life. There is almost nothing that matters something to me.
My friends seem not wanting to deal with me anymore, don't know why.
I already have a therapist to speak with, that i pay for. But this may be fine, but it doesn't really help me to know what to do with my life, when I have no interest in anything.
Still when people talk to me, I'm always interested in what they say.
The personality theories they are interesting to me though, but i have not much others interests. The people are so different here compared to me, that i already think about travel somewhere else.
I'm very open-minded, this is something unusual for intraverts, i would like to meet other people and enjoy life. But they all are so uninterested in new people.
Although they don't seem happy, but seem to be okay with that. I on the other hand want some more meaning in my life.
I mean, I could continue playing videogames, watching series, and nerdy stuff like this, that can satisfy me for a long time, but shall I do stuff this all my lifetime?
I feel like i'm going to lose my soul, when it doesn't get feeded with something worthy.
Maybe you have some advice for me. I think in other countries i probably have better chances to connect with others.
The city I live in, i think i don't have any NTs or NFs as a contact.
My friends seem not wanting to deal with me anymore, don't know why.
I already have a therapist to speak with, that i pay for. But this may be fine, but it doesn't really help me to know what to do with my life, when I have no interest in anything.
Still when people talk to me, I'm always interested in what they say.
The personality theories they are interesting to me though, but i have not much others interests. The people are so different here compared to me, that i already think about travel somewhere else.
I'm very open-minded, this is something unusual for intraverts, i would like to meet other people and enjoy life. But they all are so uninterested in new people.
Although they don't seem happy, but seem to be okay with that. I on the other hand want some more meaning in my life.
I mean, I could continue playing videogames, watching series, and nerdy stuff like this, that can satisfy me for a long time, but shall I do stuff this all my lifetime?
I feel like i'm going to lose my soul, when it doesn't get feeded with something worthy.
Maybe you have some advice for me. I think in other countries i probably have better chances to connect with others.
The city I live in, i think i don't have any NTs or NFs as a contact.