Mercury and Mars in retrograde are not allowing me to fare well at all.
Apparently my computer thinks it's a Pentium PC from the stone age and will not allow me to edit my posts on TypoC.
This means I cannot edit my initial post, although [MENTION=9160]HelenOfTroy[/MENTION] so earnestly insists that this is my moral obligation to those with whom I'm attempting to communicate.
This is the last post I'll make in this thread, and
I will not respond to or view any more mentions, attempts to engage, etc.
PM me if you really feel so strongly about interacting with me, and I will respond as I see fit.
Here is all the information you need in order to understand what I was attempting to articulate in an admittedly half-formed fashion in the original OP.
To summarise briefly what happened:
I made a somewhat casual, friendly stab at communicating something, trying to see how people would react to my OP.
Some, if not most, responders to the thread interpreted my OP in such a way that we were able to have a somewhat meaningful conversation.
But then certain others barged in and attempted to correct what was not wrong, make me repeat what I'd already said, then blamed me for not saying it earlier, when I'd already said it; etcetera.
That's enough. I disengage, not because I don't care or because I don't like any of you, but because I can't waste my valuable time and energy on this.
I don't know if [MENTION=6554]/DG/[/MENTION] and [MENTION=9160]HelenOfTroy[/MENTION] think they're trying to help me or help the forum or express their frustration or what -- I trust that their intentions are valuable and good.
I respect them and their rights to express whatever they desire.
Some of you reading through this thread will agree with them, some of you will agree with me, and some of you will not understand and/or care WTF is going on.
I think I shall refuse to care.
You may think of it as a cop-out retreat or a passive-agressive lash-out; You may respect me for walking back from a pointless but volatile and acrid situation; You may not care;
I don't care. I disengage.
I hope the other participants in this thread enjoy reading the "ages of shit", as [MENTION=6554]/DG/[/MENTION] so eloquently put it, and find whatever it is of use to them that they came to this thread to seek.
I hope all of you have a beautiful day and I hope no hard feelings linger.
I also hope any miscommunication gets sorted out eventually and that you come to understand whatever your version of the truth is that feels comfortable to you.
Bye bye, signing off from the thread.
For the more academic-minded AND/OR Sensing-oriented among you, here's an interesting article AND/OR appeal to authority that actually supports my claim of hypersensitivity being linked to clinical diagnoses of psychopathy.
Emotional Sensitivity in Psychopaths
Title:
Emotional Capacities and Sensitivity in Psychopaths
Author:
Willem H. J. Martens, MD, PhD
Director of the “W. Kahn Institute of Theoretical Psychiatry and Neuroscience.â€
Abstract:
Although psychopaths demonstrate emotional abnormalities such as shallow affect, lack of empathy, incapacity for love, lack of guilt or remorse, lack of fear, and emotional processing and response deficiencies they may show normal emotional responses or emotional hypersensitive in other areas. The correlates of emotional incapacities, emotional hypersensitivity, and normal emotional activities in psychopaths are studied and discussed in this paper. Emotional hypersensitivity might be linked with: a history of neglect, rejection and abuse; insult; changes which are forced or not under control of the psychopath; obstacles that prevent the psychopath to do what he or she wants to do; narcissistic injury; broken friendships or relationship. Normal emotional functioning might be associate with grief, warm relationship, adequate attention, disease, academic and/or occupational success, impressive events, confrontations, contemplation and maturation, hidden suffering (also as a result of neurobiological determination).
Conclusion:
Psychopathy is diagnostically characterized by serious emotional deficiencies, which may interrelate with other diagnostic features such as incapacitiy for love, lack of empathy, shallow emotions, social-emotional incapacities (lack of interactional skills), pathological egocentricity, grandiose sense of self-worth, irresponsibility, impulsivity, and aggression. Despite their disturbed emotional world some psychopaths may exhibit normal emotional experiences such as normal feelings for pets, relatives, art, sports, and so on. In current and past studies the healthy aspects of emotional life in psychopaths are underexposed. It is, however of major interest to examine the etiological, psychosocial, neurobiological correlates, conditions of normal emotional functioning in different categories of psychopaths, and in what particular circumstances it can happen and flourish. It could be useful for the psychotherapist to direct towards these healthy emotional elements and try to expand or relate them to other emotional and related social and moral areas.
Emotions are hardly objectively measurable, and it is possible that psychopaths “emotional incapacities†in some cases could be better explained as fundamental different emotional functioning rather than emotionally “inferior†or affectively “cold.†Furthermore, there is some evidence that not all “pure†psychopaths demonstrate abnormal emotionality (Martens, 1997). Clear psychopaths (PCL-R scores between 30 and 40) do not necessarily meet all diagnostic features (Hare, 1991), and may show normal emotions. And some psychopaths report that they have normal emotional experiences, while they are unable to show affections (Martens, 1997). This may lead to observations of "shallow" emotions.
More research is needed into effective therapeutic stimulation of emotional development in distinctive categories psychopaths, such as violent non-sexual, violent sexual, frauds, and non-violent and non-criminal psychopaths, which are characterized by their own specific emotional abnormalities which are linked to their crimes and/or personality/behavior patterns (Martens, 1997).
Let me break down my thought process into more manageable bullet-points, to explain:
1. Event. I saw a Daily Mail article (linked) that said:
---1-1) "creative people are more likely to be psychopaths."
2. Reaction. I disagree with the Daily Mail article. BECAUSE:
---2-1) It's dangerous to equate creativity to psychopathy. because:
---2-2) Creativity and psychopathy have only two things in common:
------- a. the ability to be 'abnormal' without fearing the repercussions or taboos.
--------b. being feared, shunned, and misunderstood by society.
3. Reason. This blatant attempt to link 'misunderstood'/ non-mainstream/ 'taboo' characteristics implies two things:
---3-1) Labels of convenience such as 'creative' or 'psychopath' are intentionally designed to control, contain, and homogenise the population.
---3-2) This would mean that: It is possible that there is no such thing as a 'psychopath'.
---------a. The label 'psychopath' is used as a means of persecution, and is not legitimate psychology in any way.
---3-3) A good way to examine the idea that there is no such thing as a psychopath is to conduct a simple thought experiment.
---------a. Imagine a being with no emotions that could act like it had emotions (a Q-zombie of emotions, in a way. I shall call her Q-zombieE.)
---------b. Imagine that there were: a watermelon and a human head in front of it.
---------c. For Q-zombieE, because she is unhampered by emotions, the purely physical impact/ force required to crush a watermelon and crushing a human skull is roughly the same.
---------d. IF Q-zombiE is unhampered by emotions, but has other faculties such as intelligence,
---------e. THEN Q-zombieE can calculate the repercussions that 'murder', labelled taboo by society, can have, as opposed to merely crushing a watermelon.
---------f. THEREFORE: a psychopath (as defined by absence of emotions: Q-zombieE) would rather be more predisposed to crushing watermelons rather than crushing human skulls.
---------f. THEREFORE: a psychopath (as defined by absence of emotions: Q-zombieE) SHOULD in fact be LESS likely, not MORE likely, to commit a crime or murder, etc, compared to the normal population.
---------g. BUT, the percentage of psychopaths in prison is much higher than the percentage of control populations in prison (I've seen statistics; have omitted this in the OP.)
---------h. This leads me to believe that there is no such thing as a psychopath.
And there was a bit more whinging about my being misunderstood and creative and all that emocore blah mixed into the bone structure of this thought process that I have delineated above.
I hope it makes more sense now. Sorry, I'm out of touch with communicating with people; thought for a moment that this forum lived in my head. It's my dysfunctional Ne. Damn you, dysfunctional Ne! *shakes fist at dysfunctional Ne*