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Red Herring

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Understandable. I already explained though, why the best strategy - logically/mathematically speaking - the best bet would be taking the meds. You can still get off them in time If the going gets tough.

If you want, you can still open a pill and look at it under a lense or microscope.

In a population of 300 million people though why should they target you? That would only make sense If people only you have close access to (namely family and close friends) were important and dangerous ebemies of the state. Otherwise the nanorobot strategy would be extremely inefficient and nit worthy the necessary money and research. There would be far too many uncontrolled people for the controlled OneSprint to handle. There are way better methods than that.
 

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Understandable. I already explained though, why the best strategy - logically/mathematically speaking - the best bet would be taking the meds. You can still get off them in time If the going gets tough.

If you want, you can still open a pill and look at it under a lense or microscope.

In a population of 300 million people though why should they target you? That would only make sense If people only you have close access to (namely family and close friends) were important and dangerous ebemies of the state. Otherwise the nanorobot strategy would be extremely inefficient and nit worthy the necessary money and research. There would be far too many uncontrolled people for the controlled OneSprint to handle. There are way better methods than that.

not if they're self destructing when the pill is broken other methods than the chemicals in your digestive tract
 

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If they selfdestruct, the pill becomes harmless. No harmlos done. Every medication changes/manipulates your body. That is part of the definition of medication. That's how they fight deseases.

Different question: What was it like in the past when you got back on your meds?
 

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If they selfdestruct, the pill becomes harmless. No harmlos done. Every medication changes/manipulates your body. That is part of the definition of medication. That's how they fight deseases.

Different question: What was it like in the past when you got back on your meds?

I feel lethargic and sleep most of the time.
 

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fuck you all, I am not lazy, I am not a troll, I do not want to go on disability,
 

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fuck you all, I am not lazy, I am not a troll, I do not want to go on disability,

Who said this to you?

If someone said this to you they are a complete fucking moron, and possibly a monster.
 

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Who said this to you?

If someone said this to you they are a complete fucking moron, and possibly a monster.

all I know is i'm done talking, i don't have anyone irl, people online dismiss me I'm sick of it. If i had a gun i'd just shoot them all.
 

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all I know is i'm done talking, i don't have anyone irl, people online dismiss me I'm sick of it. If i had a gun i'd just shoot them all.

Who is dismissing you? What is going on? Did someone send you nasty reps? They're an idiot. Prpl, ignore them.
 

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Don't worry prpl, those people are douchebags.
 

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thank you, i've thought about what's been said in here and it makes more sense than what i believe, though i still believe its possible i'm beginning to think its improbable
 

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thank you, i've thought about what's been said in here and it makes more sense than what i believe, though i still believe its possible i'm beginning to think its improbable

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As long as you're happy with whatever you're doing, if meds help you, good... if not, fine...
I just want to see you feeling your best and not drowning in the booze.
 

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As long as you're happy with whatever you're doing, if meds help you, good... if not, fine...
I just want to see you feeling your best and not drowning in the booze.

I think it does help me not be psychotic but i don't like the fact that it makes me sleepy. I think i was beginning to go through a psychotic episode the week i got thrown out of the bar, because i kept getting confused about where i was and hearing voices.
 

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I think it does help me not be psychotic but i don't like the fact that it makes me sleepy. I think i was beginning to go through a psychotic episode the week i got thrown out of the bar, because i kept getting confused about where i was and hearing voices.

If they make you too sleepy, ask your doctor about it. It took me a long time to find medication that worked for me. It could be that you need a lower dose or a different prescription.
 

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If they make you too sleepy, ask your doctor about it. It took me a long time to find medication that worked for me. It could be that you need a lower dose or a different prescription.

yeah the problem with lower doses i have break through symptoms so maybe i'll talk about trying a different one
 

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If they make you too sleepy, ask your doctor about it. It took me a long time to find medication that worked for me. It could be that you need a lower dose or a different prescription.

Yeah, and the more complicated the illness, esp. when alcohol is involved, the harder it is to find the right scripts... There's stilll pretty new stuff out there that seems to work for people. If you need more than one med, it's about finding the right "cocktail" and then the variables become much greater each time you add one on.. But I think for some people it's just like suddenly "voila!" And it works... I'm still trying to find my own group and it's been months since I started trying to fight back with the illness. It gets really hopeless sometimes, there are a lot more success stories now where people can be almost side effect free and generally happy and functional.

@Prp, maybe they need to revamp yours all together, you aren't having a very good compliance with this fatigue.... It's like balancing voices with fatigue, hard to choose between the two.
 
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