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I don't know what I'm doing
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I'm sorry if my last post was offensive to you. I was just trying to lighten things up and didn't mean anything like you need to wait until you get back to kill yourself. I get that life is hard and from the bits I've read, you have some very difficult things you're dealing with. I don't want you to hurt yourself or kill yourself. I wish I knew exactly what to say that would help, but I don't, so I'm just doing my best. Again, I'm sorry.
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I wasn't offended by your post at all. I was just clarifying
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Okay.
To clarify a bit more: you said in the OP that things had been going okay, then came crashing down. To me, it sounds like these feelings and urges come and go for you. I'm getting that you have no control over them. Besides just trying to lighten things up, I was thinking that maybe if you had something you were looking forward to to focus on, it might help you to wait out the urges until they hopefully went away or at least lessened to the point that you could handle them. But I realize that maybe that's not what you need to get through. That's fine. I don't want to make things worse for you.
Hang in there.
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thank you
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Yes it is.
Anyways, incase you have some suicidal thoughts in the future, im sure someone at typoc would prefer to adopt you rather than lose you and im pretty sure youd prefer that also
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Ah yea i forgot you dont have any social security thing in usa
But you could do stuff like move to australia and pick fruits. There are some international programs going on aimed for young people
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Id choose fruit picking in australia, one guy i know was in this sort of program years ago(but it wasnt australia if i remember right, was ages ago and was dunk when we talked about it) and said he had a blast, they payed like 11€ per hour and free accomodation if i remember right, so he saved some money after the job ended and had enough money to travel around.
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I'm no longer unmotivated or blah today. I can't explain what happened why all of a sudden i started having those thoughts than for today for them to be gone, I suspect it was because i got a good nights sleep and went to my volunteer job today. though i got a good nights sleep the night before aswell, except i woke up at 3am and ate cheez its
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