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    Quote Originally Posted by Ravenetta View Post
    How would you describe your personality without referring to MBTI, Enneagram, etc.?
    I care about people more than I want them to know. I believe to be rather clever and witty, and like to argue about things even if it annoys my friends. I also make a ton of bad jokes.
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    Inner world:
    What makes you the most happy and most sad in life? What effects you the most with any response?
    I don’t know what really makes me happy. I like to eat, and when I do sports like skydiving, I feel most alive. But what fills me with sadness is when I realize how my family is aging. Despite that, there’s something that drags me even deeper.
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    What is your inner world like when you are alone? What do you think about or do?
    I often imagine myself in different scenarios. From romance to world domination, I like to imagine myself as a fictional character. I also like to theorize the future and see how accurate I become.
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    What do you hold as most important to you personally?
    Probably Money. I know it’s often viewed as a bad thing, but I don’t see it that way. In a corporate world, money is what makes the world turn. The more you have, the more the world belongs to you. With money, you can go travel around the world, help others, and most importantly, do something fulfilling out of your life. Because working to survive is not what I want to do with my only life. And it saddens me to see people fall into depression because they can’t feed their kids properly. I truly believe that money has become the most important existence.
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    What kinds of things imprint on you the most strongly from childhood? Memories, emotions, experiences, details, moments of realization, anything...
    Well I had the classic story of any bullied kid. But I could never tell it my parents. I isolated myself and so on. One day I realized that I was in a more damaged state than I thought and had to change. I still have a few trust issues and am less open than the KGB, but I’m making progress.
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    What kinds of information do you most easily remember? Is it details about the concrete environments, social interactions, intellectual ideas, your innermost feelings and world?
    I don’t have any short-term memory. I forget things all the time. But I can easily remember something I understand. If there is logical reasoning behind it, I can become a human data bank. I’m particularly good in math and physics but not really in chemistry. And the worst part is to remember quotes.
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    What kinds of subjects or ideas fascinate you the most and hold your attention?
    I love philosophy, psychology and science. But I hate details. Because they are hard to remember. I prefer to look at the big picture. My dream job would be some kind of inventor who has his personal assistant. That’s why I want to go in engineering management.
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    How do you engage with the outside world? What do you do or think about when you are outside yourself?
    I like to tease my friends. Especially my brother. He always has the funniest reactions. I’m often a listener, so I like to learn more about others. What I prefer is to talk about intimate subjects, not superficial talks.
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    What kinds of environments give you energy and inspiration? Where do you like to spend your time?
    I hate loud spaces like night clubs where it is impossible to talk, unless I’m drunk and start to flirt. I believe I’m full of energy at a home party, where you’re with around 30 people. There’s always something funny going on.
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    How do you relate to change or stability in the external world? Which do you prefer?
    It depends on the circumstances. When I’m not in the mood of change I prefer stability, but I don’t relate to routine. There has to be something going on, or I’ll bore myself to death.

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    What are your general, social relationships like? Do you form many, few, are the bonds strong, weak? Do these make you generally happy or sad?
    I have a lot of superficial acquittances. I’m rather shy and sometimes insecure, but it’s getting better over time. I believe it’s at those moments I require change. Because once I’ve been a long time in a group or community without socializing, it becomes harder and harder to open up and go talk to others. It’s almost as if the first impression I make defines my personality.
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    What are your most intimate relationships like? If you could describe an ideal intimate relationship, what would it be?
    I never had a sincere and intimate relationship. Honestly, it somewhat scares me.
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    What do you require [edit: "require" is a poor word choice you can insert a synonym that works better] of other people when they interact with you? What lines do you consider deal-breakers when crossed?
    I’ll go as far as they’ll go. I’m probably the most openminded person I can imagine. But there are some people I know who committed crimes I’m not comfortable around.
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    In what situations are you most flexible? In what situations are you the most rigid or inflexible? What kinds of things are you particular about and what kinds of things don't matter much?
    I don’t like rigid people. I see them as too stupid to see the other possibilities. However, I won’t put my comfort down for someone else, as long as it is not necessary.
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    What other ways would you describe yourself?
    I’m craving for knowledge. As a child I spent hours in books and on Wikipedia. I watch videos like PSICH101 from diverse universities and the lectures about Justice from Harvard. I want to speak at least 5 languages and be able to play diverse instruments. But most important, I love food.

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    [B]Inner world:
    What makes you the most happy and most sad in life? What effects you the most with any response?

    The most happy: To see people getting along, to be able to be left alone with my thoughts/ writings/paintings until they have reached completion; To find similarities between us humans and other animals that prove that we're not the only ones who are rational, make decisions, love, etc.

    Sad: To see people mistreating others and being mistreated; to see any sort of animal abuse; to feel alone and misunderstood- Often I will say somethign in jest that will be taken out of context. To be seen as illogical, a failure, to have any thoughts that I shared thrown back in my face and labeled too simple, or too naive

    What is your inner world like when you are alone? What do you think about or do?
    My inner world is full of magical workings- I have so many stories that have to yet come spilling out into my notebooks- I have so many worlds that I still must make real on canvas; I have so many unexplored areas in my brain that must be discovered through meditation. The problem is being back in the real world-it is so gray and depressing on this plane.

    What do you hold as most important to you personally?
    Love. Love is the answer to it all. If we weren't so afraid, or critical, the world would be ready to talk to one another and see each other as we truly are- flawed humans. Not Gods, demi-gods, mosters, perfect beings. If you read the newspapers, there are many of these listed in their pages. they are none of that. They are all just as frail and flawed as any one of us that are not in the public eye.

    What kinds of things imprint on you the most strongly from childhood? Memories, emotions, experiences, details, moments of realization, anything...

    Empathy for all beings- When I was 5, I was the only one to catch a fish during my first fishing trip and I begged my mom to put the fish back because it was suffocating- I realized that I had the power to let something live or die, and that I had a choice- so I made it by yelling for help.
    I also remember, when I was 10, seeing many fish dragged to the beach by nets, and a baby octopus caught in it. Kids were pulling at it and kicking it. It was oozing black ink that was not working, due to it not being on the water- and all around me, many fish suffocating. I cried myself to sleep that night, because I could have saved the fish but I was too grossed out to touch them.

    What kinds of information do you most easily remember? Is it details about the concrete environments, social interactions, intellectual ideas, your innermost feelings and world?

    Dates, for some reason. Important conversations, usually to do with emotion. Definitely intellectual ideas. Interpreting artwork and analyzing hidden symbols in writing.

    What kinds of subjects or ideas fascinate you the most and hold your attention?
    Animal comportment. The earth and the universe- how did it all start? why did it all start? and is it important?
    Psychology of all beings. Languages.Different cultures.

    Environment
    How do you engage with the outside world? What do you do or think about when you are outside yourself?
    I love to go on hikes- i love to get lost in a trail and dream away. I love to walk down streets I have never seen before, and people/ animal watch.

    What kinds of environments give you energy and inspiration? Where do you like to spend your time?
    Art museums. Libraries. History museums. The forest. Mountains.

    How do you relate to change or stability in the external world? Which do you prefer?
    I prefer to have stability- a routine to follow is predictable and safe. however, within that skeletal routine, there is also something brand new that happens only once each day, and varies, and will never happen again, for each day is new and has millions of probabilities.

    Relationships:
    What are your general, social relationships like? Do you form many, few, are the bonds strong, weak? Do these make you generally happy or sad?
    I usually have many acquaintances, because of my line of work. I love them all, but would consider only a very few to be my friends. If they do not accept my friendship, I become very sad and internalize it (what did I do for this not to work? What could I have done differently?) I choose my friends very carefully, and usually am completely content being by myself. It is actually easier to be by myself. Though lonely, at least I understand myself on most days.

    What are your most intimate relationships like? If you could describe an ideal intimate relationship, what would it be?
    Someone who would not judge me by what I look like or what I think. Even the craziest thoughts should be worshiped (and the worshiping would be mutual). Someone who could give me emotional and rational advice, who would read my stories and see my paintings and give me constructive criticism- someone who would share chores with me 50/50 and someone who would think the same as me politically and spiritually.

    What do you require [edit: "require" is a poor word choice you can insert a synonym that works better] of other people when they interact with you? What lines do you consider deal-breakers when crossed?
    I have a hard time with those who are nice to someone then turn around and talk behind their backs. I have a hard time with people who steal, are selfish, think of themselves first, then of others. I hate abusers of any type, and people who like to see others suffer. I hate having family who are horrible and that I cannot get away from because they are family. I have a hard time with people who don't improve themselves by reading and being intellectual.

    Miscellaneous:
    In what situations are you most flexible? In what situations are you the most rigid or inflexible? What kinds of things are you particular about and what kinds of things don't matter much?
    Flexible: External looks, trying yet not succeeding
    Inflexible: Stupidity. Laziness.

    What other ways would you describe yourself?
    I'm very caring, very open, but there is defintiely a line. People need to be responsible for their own actions and they need to pick themselves up by the bootstraps and keep learning and improving.

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    How would you describe your personality without referring to MBTI, Enneagram, etc.?

    Very Curious, Imaginative, quiet, intelligent, sincere, honest, humble, quick learned, loyal, determined, sensitive and thoughtful.

    Inner world:
    What makes you the most happy and most sad in life? What effects you the most with any response?

    Happy - Video games, When I’m curious the unknown, Daydreaming or fantasize when i’m spending time alone, learning new things, Being acknowledged or understanding for my personality or who I am, possibilities, trying new things, traveling and way of being what I am ( being myself ).

    Sad - being rejected, being outsider, being of social anxiety, miserable, criticism, animal abuse, and being frustrated.

    What is your inner world like when you are alone? What do you think about or do?

    My inner world is daydreaming because it gave me energy when i’m spending time alone, i’m daydreaming about fantasies things. When I’m spending time alone, i’m thinking about personality theories when I want to know my personality type, if I’m curious the unknown or something that I don’t know, then I want to know the unknown because I’m very curious and happy get to know the unknown.

    What do you hold as most important to you personally?

    The most important to me is possibilities, being myself, my healthy, goals, determined, daydreaming, learning new things, trying new things, traveling, friends/family and video games lol.

    What kinds of things imprint on you the most strongly from childhood? Memories, emotions, experiences, details, moments of realization, anything...

    I don’t focus a lot of the past but sometimes I like revisiting my childhood like old movies, video games, food, tv, dolls, etc. But my childhood was good and bad though...

    Good childhood and strength

    * Old video games
    * Old movies & tv show like Cartoon Network
    * playing dolls and thinking about ideas by playing dolls lol
    * Spending time with my close friend and my cousins
    * Quick learned ( studying myself, video games, drawing etc. )


    Bad childhood and struggle

    * Break up with my best friend
    * Bullying
    * My grandma pass away
    * Struggle to have friends or group easily
    * Struggle to understand other people feelings


    What kinds of information do you most easily remember? Is it details about the concrete environments, social interactions, intellectual ideas, your innermost feelings and world?

    I though I wasn’t really good remembering detail easily but my boyfriend said my muscle memory is really good because when I studying myself, learning, video games, depend of movies & tv show characters etc then i learned quickly by muscle memory or good remembered. I can remember the picture and names but depend of names. I won’t say my muscle memory is excellent because when my mom or my boyfriend has told me to clean, search, help etc, then Sometimes I forgot things to do because when I forgot, I’m focused my thoughts, personality theory, video games, daydreaming etc but I’m not forgetful either.

    What kinds of subjects or ideas fascinate you the most and hold your attention?

    Conspiracy theories, personality theories, science, language, philosophy, dreams, psychology, Fairy tales & Myths, culture history and Christianity.

    Environment
    How do you engage with the outside world? What do you do or think about when you are outside yourself?

    I'm not active person because I’m not a person who always spending time outside like sports, physical things and environment active because I’m rarely outside myself but that doesn’t mean I don’t like engage outside world because it’s depend of situation that I engage the outside world or not. When I’m outside myself I like spending time alone when I’m outside because its relaxed but I’m more rarely outside than spending time outside.

    What kinds of environments give you energy and inspiration? Where do you like to spend your time?

    Environments doesn’t gave energy because I’m rarely outside myself like rather staying home than rather going outside but that doesn’t mean I don’t like it because sometime gave me energy but I’m more rarely outside myself, tbh. I like spending time with traveling with new or unknown country, mall, restaurants, movies, spending time with my boyfriend and best friends, cityscapes and nature. Sometime environment active gave me stress because I have sensory overload, when I’m spending too much time with light, loud sound, crowds then it gave me sensory overload but only when I’m stressed, but when I’m not stressed then I’m okay I guess.


    How do you relate to change or stability in the external world? Which do you prefer?

    To be honest, I’m not sure because I don’t focus a lot of reality external world because I’m focus more daydreaming or fantasize than reality world but I think it’s depend of change and stability I guess. Maybe I prefer both or perhaps more stability.


    Relationships:
    What are your general, social relationships like? Do you form many, few, are the bonds strong, weak? Do these make you generally happy or sad?

    I have a lot more acquaintances than friends but I have 1 best friend and my boyfriend but I tend to be struggle to have friends or group easily because they see me more misunderstood, uninterested, weird and unfriendly. Sometime I can become depressed because loneliness but sometime I’m happy when i spending time alone. Well it’s depends when I generally become happy or sad.


    What are your most intimate relationships like? If you could describe an ideal intimate relationship, what would it be?

    My relationship can be good and bad because I don’t have a lot friends and I’m struggle spending time with people or groups but I have a good time with my best friend, boyfriend and my family.


    What do you require of other people when they interact with you? What lines do you consider deal-breakers when crossed?

    If other people interact with me depend of good or bad. If is good one then I’ll rather someone who understands me or understand me to who I am, open minded, non-judgemental and understanding. If is bad one then I don’t like when someone who is abusive, hypocrite and who hate things for no reason and closed minded. Deal-breakers doesn’t seems to be interesting at all so... I dislike deal breakers.


    Miscellaneous:
    In what situations are you most flexible? In what situations are you the most rigid or inflexible? What kinds of things are you particular about and what kinds of things don't matter much?

    I’m not sure if I’m more flexible or inflexible but maybe I’m both I guess

    Flexible - I can become flexible when I like to change things like for example, I like trying new things, I like to know or understand the unknown and change the ideas.

    Inflexible - I can become inflexible when i have obsessed interested because my diagnosis ASD it’s hard for me controlling this symptoms because I’m doing same thing but that doesn’t mean I don’t like, hate and afraid of change and unknown because I like to change and unknown and sometime I’m doing something differents and I don’t like doing the same thing over and over.

    What other ways would you describe yourself?

    Strengths: Very Curious, caring, Imaginative, quiet, daydreaming, intelligent, sincere, honest, innocent, humble, quick learned, loyal, calm, optimism, determined, sensitive and thoughtful.

    Weakness: Social anxiety, sensory overload, sometimes quick tempered, fear of rejection, lazy, obsessed interested, sensitive to criticism.
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    Soul of an artist - "wishing to be expressive."
    Mind of a scientist. "methodical, precise, highly detail oriented."
    Personality of a diplomat.
    "I dream in stereo, the stereo sounds strange, I know that if you hide, it doesn't go away, if you get out of bed.....my little dark age."
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    Inner world: preferably calm and still, empty even. Tendency towards melancholy.

    Outer world/environment: preferably full of energy. Always been drawn to big cities. I love to be alone in a crowd.

    Relationships: all about connection, chemistry. Not big on loyalty for its own sake.

    Miscellaneous: I like A LOT of alone time.

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    Oooh, how did I miss this one? Great questions! (I tried not to read any answers until after I'm done.)

    How would you describe your personality without referring to MBTI, Enneagram, etc.?
    Hermit, loyal, mediator, optimistic, spiritual, content, enduring.

    Inner world:

    What makes you the most happy and most sad in life?
    Nothing and everything. No highs, no lows, just contentment at nearly all times. I grumble and squee several times throughout the day- but they're fleeting moments.
    What effects you the most with any response?
    Crowds and chaos effect my mood the most. I shut down and HAVE to sleep. Too many perceived emotions, from other people, effect me strongly. Emotions, period, are like siren songs which I'm compelled to answer. Polite society, however, dictates I should mind my own business though lol. When you add MANY emotions, it's just a nightmare.

    At the other end, simple things brighten my day- seeing the shower spider web down for a drink; smelling the wild onions in the yard after mowing; watching the kittens playing or the dogs being stupid; hearing a baby laugh.

    What is your inner world like when you are alone?
    I no longer have one.

    What do you think about or do?
    I try not to think about anything at all. My thoughts ricochet around my brain and wont shut up, so I no longer even let them speak up at all. I spend my life entranced in one video game or another... one TV show or another... one crafting project after another. And, of course, MBTI and here; learning all I can then banging my head against the wall when I forget everything just as quickly.

    What do you hold as most important to you personally?
    Hmmm... personal space? Quiet time? My husband, kids? My God? I can't imagine my life without any of those things, though, some distance from my kids would be really nice rofl (they're adults, living at home)

    What kinds of things imprint on you the most strongly from childhood? Memories, emotions, experiences, details, moments of realization, anything...
    Memories, emotions, and details, I guess. I remember being about 4 years old. I wanted to make my baby brother some jello, which was at the very top of the walk-in cupboard. I needed salt, pepper and the jello packets I built a ladder using my little red swivel chair and many stuffed animals.
    At the bottom of the cupboard were my folks' stash of Hustler magazines (seriously, parents? ) I still remember the fold out picture (40 years later!)

    I remember asking my grandma, during night time prayers, why I wasn't allowed to ask for Satan to be nicer. She giggled and just said I couldn't. That made me angry and drove my quest to find God (my parents weren't religious and I wasn't raised around it except for summer visits to Grandma's).

    I remember a LOT of fights, swearing, my dad man-handling my brother, my mom belittling me... I also recall a lot of "magical" experiences when I'd run off by myself into the woods; my nightly dreams; writing novellas at c. 13.

    What kinds of information do you most easily remember? Is it details about the concrete environments, social interactions, intellectual ideas, your innermost feelings and world?
    Ugh... unless it's a melody, chances are quite high I won't remember much about it. The details anyhow. I remember the emotions of events rather than the exacts.

    What kinds of subjects or ideas fascinate you the most and hold your attention?
    Typology at the moment
    I'm fascinated by my religious beliefs. Though I'm not practicing nor studying (in fact, I'm "disfellowshipped"), I [self-] identify as one of Jehovah's Witnesses. I'm enthralled by the New Heavens and Earth and all the possibilities.
    My hubby, however, is a conspiracist. His rants and discussions can fascinate me, as well, though I'm more level-headed and skeptical about it all.
    I also love music and prepping/survival (but, because of my crappy memory, I love the idea of it more than the application).

    Environment

    How do you engage with the outside world?
    With a smile and a positive attitude (but, secretly, trying to hurry up and get home AQAP).
    What do you do or think about when you are outside yourself?
    I'm not sure what that means. Like, disassociating? Outside my comfort zone?

    What kinds of environments give you energy and inspiration?
    Energy? What is this mythical thing you speak of? I find inspiration from musical harmonies, from nature, from the music insects and frogs create at night when the world is still.

    Where do you like to spend your time?
    Alone, in my c 7 X 13 foot room

    How do you relate to change or stability in the external world? Which do you prefer?
    I NEED stability and social harmony. If it isn't there, I try to create it.
    It took me way too long to figure out a basic truth about myself. I would get very (inwardly) angry whenever someone called me a "good" or "nice" person.
    I've had disturbingly dark thoughts. How could people make such a bold statement with such little interaction?
    "Good" and "nice" are my armor. It's hard to be mean to or angry around a smiling, happy, friendly person.
    It goes deeper than that, though. As a kid, I was such a natural when it came to micro-expressions, that I assumed everyone could read me as easily as I did them. I didn't even dare think negative thoughts about a person.


    Relationships:

    What are your general, social relationships like?
    My husband and my kids are the only "relationships" I have.
    Do you form many, few, are the bonds strong, weak? Do these make you generally happy or sad?
    I've never formed any lasting bonds. That was another truth that took much to long to uncover. The short answer is that I'm terrified of hurting people, so Fort Knox was constructed around me.
    Friendships and acquaintance-ships (lol) have always come naturally to me. I can talk to darn near anyone and reveal anything and everything to them. I'm an open book. BUT, normal people NEED contact. I could talk to them once a year, lol, and still consider them my friend.
    I also don't trust my loyalties when I have friends (what if what they want conflicts with what hubby wants?), which turns me into a basket case of anxiety.

    What are your most intimate relationships like? If you could describe an ideal intimate relationship, what would it be?
    Being a submissive stabilizer/harmonizer/uplift-er. Being taken care of (I've been taken care of by someone, for all but about 4 months of, my entire life). I don't like feeling like a mooch, though, which has been hard in my marriage (which brings my hubby to tears). I feel I bring nothing of value to my marriage- not even sex, since he cut me off some 8 years ago or so (he says "health", I think otherwise). We live apart. He pays all the bills. I do his shopping for him- woopty-thrill. Saying as much REALLY upsets him though. He says (You're such a good, nice person...) but I don't see it.

    What do you require [edit: "require" is a poor word choice you can insert a synonym that works better] of other people when they interact with you? What lines do you consider deal-breakers when crossed?
    Don't be a jerk to other people JUST to be a jerk. If you don't know you're being a jerk or understand how you could be interpreted as such, but you're open-minded enough to listen, then we'll be fine. Don't be abusive, or overly dramatic, emotional, or chaotic and we'll be fine. Don't TRY to make me feel stupid or useless and we'll be fine. I don't think I've ever completely cut off someone. I drift away, but if they called I'd pick up to talk or try to help if possible.

    Miscellaneous:

    In what situations are you most flexible?
    I have no idea. I tend to bow with the wind, whichever way it blows*.

    In what situations are you the most rigid or inflexible?
    *Except when it comes to my spiritual belief. If someone has questions, I'll answer as well as possible. If they want to debate just to troll or to try and change my mind, then my heels are firmly planted in the ground.

    What kinds of things are you particular about and what kinds of things don't matter much?
    ?? I'm not sure. You mean, like pet-peeves? One of my silliest pet-peeves are doors of any kind. If they're meant to be open, keep them open. If they're supposed to be closed, good gracious!- just close the darn things. None of my kitchen cabinets have doors because my kids could never learn that
    But, seriously, a lot of things don't truly matter all that much. I TRY not to sweat the small stuff (or the big stuff, or well, stuff in general )

    What other ways would you describe yourself?
    Too laid-back and passive for my own good.

    *whew*
    And now my brain is broken again. Too much of that thinkin stuff...
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    Inner world:
    What makes you the most happy and most sad in life? What effects you the most with any response?: I am honestly easily amused, so there are a lot of "little things" that make me get flinches of happiness, like seeing a ladybug at work yesterday. I am usually saddened when I get a good look at the state of the world and how people tend to treat different others. I think I tend to wallow too much into this.

    What is your inner world like when you are alone? What do you think about or do?: My alone time inner world, I usually try to distract myself from "reality" as much as possible. I'll write, listen to music, try random whim projects, educate myself on random things. Sometimes I get too "logical" in attempting to try to understand why bad people exist and start into a spree of articles that'd make you think I was a criminal psychologist. XD I'm weird. I am trying to stop consciously avoiding my pained feelings about the world.

    What do you hold as most important to you personally?: My faith is a huge part of my life I will not sacrifice. Certain family members. I have always loved artistic things so my notebooks and stuff feel pretty important to me. I guess I will accept my minor status as an "SJW" in the form of I feel like physically punching anyone in the face who insults the elderly just because they're elderly and "old-fashioned" or people who assume every person at the soup kitchen is probably an alcoholic so they don't deserve help. Give a plate to a small huddle of homeless children and tell me soup kitchen shouldn't exist again bitch.

    What kinds of things imprint on you the most strongly from childhood? Memories, emotions, experiences, details, moments of realization, anything...: A lot of approval or disapproval I got as a child honestly involved schooling and intelligence. I would get made fun of for being homeschooled and assumed to be dumb. My parents approval had very heavy emphasis on grades. So I think growing up I put a huge emphasis on my success into how well I studied a textbook. That's why while it sucked, it was also kind of important for me to be in the big world for a bit. I realized success is so much more than a letter grade, but the grade helps. I will say too, I had a brother that died slowly in our home from cancer, and it really left an impact on the family. My other older brother was very aggressive and domineering so most days are a fight with him. I think I got a sort of defensive protective complex from everything kind of being an attack on my inner well being. It however also taught me survival meant being willing to assert yourself, so while for years I pushed over and felt miserable I began to assert myself a lot. So while I know even some users here in the past have been annoyed by my full willingness to call something out, I realize nothing will ever get better if you pretend it isn't there.

    What kinds of information do you most easily remember? Is it details about the concrete environments, social interactions, intellectual ideas, your innermost feelings and world?: I actually have a terrible memory unless there is a trigger. For instance my friend told me about this slug that eats cow brains or something, and I forgot about it for days until someone was discussing this organism that attacks people's brains and I was like HEY I MEANT TO LOOK THAT UP. At other times I remembered the name of a bank teller who was very kind to me's baby, and she was impressed and said I have a good memory. So it is either a trigger or an emotion I think. I tend to forget a lot of things but if you leave a bitter taste in my mouth I will remember. and I'll probably remind you. for about the rest of your time ever knowing me. XD

    What kinds of subjects or ideas fascinate you the most and hold your attention?: I'm just gonna be real: since I was a young child I have been obsessed with mental illnesses for some reason. I don't mean basic ones, I mean like psychotic and personality disorders. ASPD really intrigues me, how someone could live so easily without a conscience per say, to have a switch to turn empathy on or off. I don't have that at all. I own the DSM-5 and I'm not a licensed psychologist. When I roleplayed in online communities I chose roleplays where I could incorporate mental illness into the writing. It is a bizarre obsession I have. I do love writing and storytelling. I;'ve always loved music. I feel like if we could combine art and therapy there are so many healing affects, and things it can bring out. Obviously personality psychology, I've been studying this since I was 14. I will admit I am very very fond of fish as pets, and I am kind of known as a betta guru to people who have betta questions. I have 3 of them right now, I can tell you about their breeds and everything. XD point: I am intrigued by things with no value to the economy nextttt.


    Environment
    How do you engage with the outside world? What do you do or think about when you are outside yourself?: O-outside? I have to go outside? I am not very good with people. I am too strong-willed for some, for others I do not have good discernment so they tell me one thing and I think we're friends and 3ish months later I see their true colors and have to exit because fuck wish I would've known you were like that months ago. I think sometimes I expect too much of people, but some of that is because I hold myself to a very high standard, in turn I hold others to a standard I think they're capable of. I get so frustrated when I see my friends have AMAZING talents or gifts and absolutely FAIL to want to do anything but scroll pinterest. I want to bash my head into a wall. So needless to say I usually interact with their dogs more than them. For the most part, now, I have a very very small circle of humans I make an effort to interact with, otherwise I avoid interacting with the outside world by headphones in my backyard, or walks looking at birds instead of people.

    What kinds of environments give you energy and inspiration? Where do you like to spend your time?: I am going to use work when Jamie is there as an example. Jamie is very assertive, she had a system, and she wants it followed. She is calm when she explains things, she shows you the system, she explains WHY that system is efficient because she doesn't believe in "because I said so." I fucking love Jamie, she can boss me around all day I don't care. Because we RESPECT each other, we know each others strengths and weaknesses, and we have a systemized approach. So I like an environment where I am respected, where my strengths or weaknesses are not abused or used against me, and where there is some sort of "order" even if it is chaotic order. Methods to madness. Now to be honest, I don't like big groups of people. I've never enjoyed big group interaction. I usually start in a group, seek people from group, make 1x1 groups of people I enjoyed from group, abandon group because just associates with group person outside of group. I feel like groups expect you to be fake, to coincide with an idea, forced opinion. I need way more breathing room. I don't follow a set expectations of beliefs or ideals...ever. So my time is often spent either alone or with single individuals, gaming, reading, writing, etc.

    How do you relate to change or stability in the external world? Which do you prefer?: I much prefer stability in my external world. I am a bit of a control freak I think. I get overwhelmed if a situation is difficult and I am at someone else's mercy. Especially if it is a particular asinine coworker who drives me up the wall. I'd rather cry trying to do too much than be at certain people's mercy. There are just some people I am not comfortable appearing even remotely vulnerable with, because I acknowledge my weaknesses will be used against me. I do not enjoy change much but I will adapt, particularly if I see it actually working better.


    Relationships:
    What are your general, social relationships like? Do you form many, few, are the bonds strong, weak? Do these make you generally happy or sad?: I usually have very strong bonds or barely there ones. I have a hard time luring the right people in, so I tend to end up having a lot of pseudo-strong bonds cut in a few months leaving them fine but me very hurt. My personal relationships usually end up with me having a lot of sadness, so I hermit a bit more than I did in the past. I think at the same time it is a lesson for me. I need to discern better. Not everyone who acts nice day 1 is nice day 30. Even before though, I form VERY FEW close bonds. I know a coworker was surprised I do not have a lot of friends, considering he sees me talk to so many. I can talk and listen, it does not make us friends. At this point in my life, offline, I have 1 close friend. 1 that is sort of middle line. I have a few close online bonds that have been formed over literal years of knowing them. I have one I am extremely close to, he is my best friend.

    What are your most intimate relationships like? If you could describe an ideal intimate relationship, what would it be?: Are you referring to dating or is this like close friendship? Either way I am the sort of friend when you call upset about something I drive to your house with ice cream and pizza and offer consolation. I am also the friend who is honest with you though, which gets me into trouble. Sometimes when people bring an issue to me my natural inclination is to "fix". I am going to give options, solutions, things we can do to fix it. If you give me excuse after excuse I get very frustrated. I realize venting is one thing but when a fixable issue is brought to me for the 2344453656 time and you still refuse anything to help that frustration we aren't going to discuss said issue anymore. Now if it is a family issue, or a people issue and you normally cannot change or fix people family situations, I'll still be here to listen. I know how complicated that is. But don't tell me for the 1000th time about your time management issues and refuse to implement anything new into your life. I am a loyal friend, I tend to stick by unless you really really hurt me. Friends fight and I may slink away in sadness for a week but I come back. I do NOT come back when you confide to me the person you've been with me is not who you actually are and suddenly you have a double personality. I like knowing who I am confiding to. I am definitely the late night secret sharing friend. I enjoy knowing their inner workings, feelings, goals, heart to hearts. I am very bad at keeping ahold of shallow friendships in any way. I am either deep with you or..I'm not there. Because I can only small talk with greatly forced effort. THERE IS SO MUCH TO THE WORLD AND BELIEFS THERE IS SO MANY DEEP THINGS WE COULD TALK ABOUT. WHY ARE WE DISCUSSING THE WEATHER. AAAAHHHH. ok.
    Ideally I want complete honesty, almost transparency, that beauty of knowing each other like the back of your hand. The relationship filled with little things, like sticky notes on the mirror, or cuddles after a bad day. I don't expect riches or the world, I want to be rich with the love you give me. I think because of my strong faith it may be preferred that my partner share my religious belief system, because I fear the conflict that may come from a desire to sacrifice from either end. Love me as much on my bad hair day as my day I look dolled up for you. If you make me a TV dinner after work it still counts as making me dinner. Respect a few stuffed animals might share our bed space. I am a virgin till married...that has to be respected too.

    What do you require [edit: "require" is a poor word choice you can insert a synonym that works better] of other people when they interact with you? What lines do you consider deal-breakers when crossed?: I want you to RESPECT my religious belief. You do not have to BELIEVE my system of belief, but I want you to RESPECT it. I do not want passive aggression, I will be aggressive-aggressive with you if you show me a passive aggression. I will call you out so fast. I expect HONESTY, I do not want you to tell me you think, feel, or do one thing and not do it, think it, or feel it. I want you to be similar 6 months down the line. By that I mean a sweet, kind, compassionate person should not become a snooty, vain, selfish bitch in 6 months if she was being honest. I actually do not mind discussing different ideologies and thoughts on life, but I do not appreciate degradation or such if I do not align with yours, as I certainly do not want to degrade you for thinking different unless you are suggesting we legalize murder, or meth, or pedophilia should be a sexual orientation... I personally choose not to associate with people who are heavy users of recreational marijuana. Most know I feel very strongly about drug abuse and alcoholism, and I choose to keep myself out of those situations as well. I expect you to keep your word if you start plans with me, I accept life changes. Please do not tell me 2 hours before I am coming that we can't do it because you didn't check your bank account before. If you tell me 2 hours before MY CAR BROKE DOWN or I HAD TO DRIVE A FRIEND TO THE ER then yes cancel everything I'll prob buy you some candy to console you but don't make it because oh my nail appointment is tomorrow and I want you to buy instead of me, 2 hours before. just don't. Also if you want to date me please do not incessantly make dick jokes or comment on my lack of boobage because I'll be gone pretty fast y'all. Damn I sound uptight. Oh well.

    Miscellaneous:
    In what situations are you most flexible? In what situations are you the most rigid or inflexible? What kinds of things are you particular about and what kinds of things don't matter much?: This question feels complicated for me. Honestly I think I am pretty...inflexible to be honest. If we make a plan, I am not very spontaneous. I must plan event, plan food for event, set money aside for event, set TIME aside for event. if event gets cancelled my day feels confusing. I am absolutely inflexible to disrespect, harassment, bullying. I may let someone walk on me but the first foot you put on one of my friend I am bashing the back of your head with a bat. Don't fuck with the people I care about. If my religion offends you I'm going to ask why if something isn't real it even bothers you someone else thinks it is. We don't yell at people for thinking unicorns are real.
    Flexible though... I mean, I can adjust things. I am just a sort of "I see 5 years into the future that never ends up working out" type. I am trying to plan years and years ahead and see things ahead, sometimes I am not in the present enough. Don't be afraid to pinch me back. Sometimes I actually really love that person who does that, brings me to the present and makes me live in it. Who takes me on that adventure I didn't plan to take. I honestly need the balance.

    What other ways would you describe yourself?:
    Creative, compassionate, stubborn, excitable, empathetic.
    These were the lovely bones that had grown around my absence:
    the connections—sometimes tenuous, sometimes made at great cost, but often magnificent—that happened after I was gone.
    And I began to see things in a way that let me hold the world without me in it.
    The events my death brought were merely the bones of a body that would become whole at some unpredictable time in the future.
    The price of what I came to see as this miraculous body had been my life.
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    🌹🌸Anima Libera🌸🌹 Eryn Silverfrond's Avatar
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    Inner world:
    What makes you the most happy and most sad in life? What effects you the most with any response?
    It all really depends on what's going on at the time.

    What is your inner world like when you are alone? What do you think about or do?
    My inner world is a reflection of the outer world around me, except, more magically aesthetic.

    What do you hold as most important to you personally?
    I don't understand the question.

    What kinds of things imprint on you the most strongly from childhood? Memories, emotions, experiences, details, moments of realization, anything...
    Sensations. My memory is pretty photographic and it's very tied up via my five senses, sights, sounds, smells, touch, it can all trigger very vivid flashbacks to the point where it feels like the past and present are literally existing at the same time and in the same space. It's often disconcerting.

    What kinds of information do you most easily remember? Is it details about the concrete environments, social interactions, intellectual ideas, your innermost feelings and world?
    It's usually like seeing it replay in real time, slighty transparent like a hologram playing on a loop. If I close my eyes. I litterally go back to the moment. Sights, sounds, tastes, sensations. itnellectual ideas? I don't understand? and my innermost feelings, I tend to express that best through art that I create.

    What kinds of subjects or ideas fascinate you the most and hold your attention?
    Exploration, Ecology, Adventure, Sex, humanities(art, literature, aesthetics) the occult, folklore, taboos, cults, creativity and the soul, sensual exploration, fun get togethers with interesting people of all kinds.

    Environment
    How do you engage with the outside world? What do you do or think about when you are outside yourself?
    I fully engage with the outside world. I touch things, run my fingertips along textured surfaces like walls, tree trunks, leaves, I enjoy the smells around me, especailly the smells of wild nature, and then there's cologne and perfume, few things sexier than a guy or gal with a well chosen scent. I also poke my bruises or cuts, because they feel too it hurts pleasantly if that makes sense? I hear and see so much large crowds and traffic can get overwhelming, so I prefer nature and more intimate or neon aesthetic (the buzzing and flickering is relaxing and my eyes are photo sensitive so the dim colors are +100
    As to what I think about. I'm usually invested in what's going on around me, I typically have at least a bit of my brain siphoning up things for creation later, one must always be alert for the next muse to appear.

    What kinds of environments give you energy and inspiration? Where do you like to spend your time?
    I quite enjoy the beach, and the wild; though I quite enjoy the energy of a good bar or nightclub. (it depends on my mood.) I am always down for the beach though. I would always be there if I could.

    How do you relate to change or stability in the external world? Which do you prefer?
    Relate to it? I don't know that I have a choice. It's bound to happen so I can either fight a losing battle against it or faciliate a positive result for me out of it. Seems a no brainer. But sometimes I'm an idiot. Change is constant. Stability is uncertain. I dont think I buy into either one exclusively, but Ive got take out menus from both places.

    Relationships:
    What are your general, social relationships like? Do you form many, few, are the bonds strong, weak? Do these make you generally happy or sad?
    In general, I'm kinda the defacto bartender in my social relationships. I sometimes feel a bit objectified, but that's mostly probably my fault, and it doesnt really bother none mostly. I make friends fairly easily, I get rapidly involved in social dynamics in a workplace whether I like it or not. Things can get physically intimate quickly, but ime friends with benefits has worked out better than boyfriends and girlfriends. But all relationships are complicated, and the idea of soulmates and disney every prince a princess really does make me sad. I wish society was more poly friendly.

    What are your most intimate relationships like? If you could describe an ideal intimate relationship, what would it be?
    Well, they're all one of a kind. Ideally, there would be good communication, high physicality, lots of socializing, and low to no jealousy; good friendship outside the bounds of intimacy, sexually adventurous...

    What do you require [edit: "require" is a poor word choice you can insert a synonym that works better] of other people when they interact with you? What lines do you consider deal-breakers when crossed?
    I am the cat who walks by himself and all places are alike to me. I require the freedom to walk through the wild woods by my wild lone. I'm happy to come into the cave and play domestic from time to time, but I'll always feel the call of the wild. I don't like being hounded or cooped up. I don't like feeling like I'm on any kind of leash though ironically sometimes willing to wear a collar. It's complicated Basically I don't ask for anything in any relationship I'm not willing to give in return. It's not how I thought it was gonna be in life, but then life doesn't ask us what we want, so we must adapt to overcome. As far as deal breakers go: Controlling, incurably chronically insecure, spitefully jealous, spiteful in general, always a downer.

    Miscellaneous:
    In what situations are you most flexible? In what situations are you the most rigid or inflexible? What kinds of things are you particular about and what kinds of things don't matter much?
    Most flexible: Emergencies, life or death, air travel, sea travel, going on stage. Pretty much the big things, that I have no control over and I know it. The kind of things that most people are inflexible over. Because, stalemates are tedious. Inflexible: Stupid piddly shit. People not going when the light turns green. The discordant sound of cubed ice over crushed ice in a plastic mug. tangled phone cords. Wearing a top hat while killing spiders because cats and spiders are ancient enemies. Beer snobs #endthecycle

    What other ways would you describe yourself?
    With all due respect,
    -Eryn Silverfrond



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    This is really long and probably nobody cares, but meh...


    Inner world:
    What makes you the most happy and most sad in life? What effects you the most with any response?

    I feel at my best when I'm productive and get closer to my dreams. I feel at my worst when I'm lazy and procrastinate. People and their opinion probably effect me much more than it should.

    What is your inner world like when you are alone? What do you think about or do?

    Usually, when I have the time to be just by myself and I don't have any responsibilities to take care of, I put on some music and daydream. I dream about my future, my relationships, my work. I create this whole fantasy world on my own and come up with different stories to think about.

    What kinds of information do you most easily remember? Is it details about the concrete environments, social interactions, intellectual ideas, your innermost feelings and world?
    I mostly remember emotions and atmosphere of a place or a happening and what kind of effects it had on myself.

    What kinds of subjects or ideas fascinate you the most and hold your attention?

    Music, psychology, philosophy and politics.

    Environment
    How do you engage with the outside world? What do you do or think about when you are outside yourself?

    I try to appear as rational and critical, I think about politics, social justice, human and animal rights and how to get the right ideology to people.

    What kinds of environments give you energy and inspiration? Where do you like to spend your time?

    Places that look artsy and stylish but yet are sort of messy and chaotic. Places that say, hey come to us and be creative and fuck the rules of society.

    How do you relate to change or stability in the external world? Which do you prefer?

    I prefer change, stability gets boring really easily and it even frightens me and brings me anxiety, the idea of things standing still and not moving is terrifying.

    Relationships
    What are your general, social relationships like? Do you form many, few, are the bonds strong, weak? Do these make you generally happy or sad?

    I'm not good at forming new relationships, but I value old and close friendships with few people. Socially I come across as confidant, but distant. I'm not really distant though, I just have no idea how to approach people without being weird about it. Once somebody approaches me and is nice to me, I turn into very warm and friendly person. I wish I'd be better at forming new relationships, because the once I have from high school no longer really fill my intellectual and emotional needs, but I don't know how to befriend new people.

    What are your most intimate relationships like? If you could describe an ideal intimate relationship, what would it be?

    As with any other relationships, I'm distant and cold at first. At first I approach all of my relationships as a flink until they proof to be something else. I don't fall in love easily, and I don't think I believe that love itself really exists. Once, when I get more comfortable with someone, I get into more vulnerable mode. I don't try to hide my weak sides, because I want my partner to be the one who helps me with them and makes me stronger. I often act silly, childlike and even weaker and more vulnerable than I really am to make men care for me, and I find it really cute and nice when they do. In return I offer faithfulness, flexibility, fun, empathy, understanding, exploration, honesty mellowness, chill, great TV shows and tons of new music. I'm not a push over and I'm really phlegmatic and not caring most of the time, unless somebody decides to argue with me, in which case I'm always right and I have the last word and I fight until the other person cries or feels really bad at least.

    What do you require [edit: "require" is a poor word choice you can insert a synonym that works better] of other people when they interact with you? What lines do you consider deal-breakers when crossed?

    I want respect, equality and empathy from others. A deal breaker is when someone puts me down and humiliates me, even in a joking manner.

    In what situations are you most flexible? In what situations are you the most rigid or inflexible? What kinds of things are you particular about and what kinds of things don't matter much?

    I'm flexible when it comes to a lot of stuff and inflexible in others. Idk... it depends how much I care. I can be really stubborn and I can be really phlegmatic too and it really depends on a situation.

    What other ways would you describe yourself?

    Creative, artistic, aesthetic, emotional, critical, ambitious, goal oriented, moody, stubborn, proud, self centered
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