[Type 8] 8s and anger

[Hazashin]

I honestly don't know how most people are even alive if they don't know what they want

Hey now...

 

[Elfboy]

Hey now...

it wasn't an insult as much as something that puzzles me. obviously you're alive somehow, i just don't know what drives you if it's not going after something you want

 

[mmhmm]

i'm quick to get annoyed, quick to get over it.
like little things bug me all the time, but i just
deal with them right away. i don't really bottle
anything up. if i'm not pleased, people can tell.
it's very strange...i "speak" louder when i'm quiet.

i can count on one hand the times i've been truly
angry. and it just consumes me. emotionally and
physically. and i just hate being angry in front of
anybody. this probably has a lot to do with me
knowing what i'm really capable of. and even now,
thirty years on, my family members are the only
ones that has seen me truly angry.

my face gets so hot, my eyes get teary
--which totally undermines my angriness-- and
my body just tightens up, fists clenched. and i
just want to destroy everything and everybody
in my way. it's not a good place for me. no good
ever comes out from being that angry.

 

[Hazashin]

it wasn't an insult as much as something that puzzles me. obviously you're alive somehow, i just don't know what drives you if it's not going after something you want

Oh, okay. I misinterpreted what you had said. But I'm surprised as to how you (and a lot of others) are so sure you know what you want. I guess that has to do with being a P.

 

[Elfboy]

Oh, okay. I misinterpreted what you had said. But I'm surprised as to how you (and a lot of others) are so sure you know what you want. I guess that has to do with being a P.

even just going after what you think you want is a start, you'll eventually realize what you really want, change course and get it. sorry if I sounded harsh

 

[Hazashin]

even just going after what you think you want is a start, you'll eventually realize what you really want, change course and get it.

But I wouldn't just want to go after one thing. I'm really not an ambitious person at all.

sorry if I sounded harsh

It's okay.

 

[Elfboy]

But I wouldn't just want to go after one thing. I'm really not an ambitious person at all.

I don't either. usually it is good to focus on one thing at a time, but if you have multiple things that you want, that's better than being single minded