I've thought about it for a long time, and I honestly have no clue what I'd do. I know what I think I'd do, but I also know I couldn't possibly know what I'd be thinking if actually given the choice. Think about it, if given the choice to live forever, would we not be in heaven? Or hell? The cyclic nature of "what now?" "this"..would be too much to bear.
Ideally, I would die, find a way to analyze life while dead, compare it to my situation, and find a way to "not be dead" if I so choose. But If, while dead, I couldn't be undead, would I not be in hell? or is that heaven?
ughh..this death/life thing kills me sometimes...