If it makes you feel better, I dropped out of school. It was already depressing, even if it was "sensor-oriented".
Why do you let the world dictate whether you belong or not? How about just telling yourself you belong?
In any case, my point is that there is an enormous amount of bullshit to get depressed about. Child rape, senseless deaths, unemployment, etc.. The usual. "Food" and/or sensors are hardly one of them. That's why I say it's whining. Do you even realize how laughable and "emo" that is? I don't know you, but I think you're better than that.
you misunderstand.
this has nothing to do with belonging.
if only they even spoke same language, then i could say i belong but they dotn do even that, and explaining anything to them.. well, i can always expect them to make super sensoric interpretations of what my actions mean.
most sensors tend to think everyone thinks like them since they are majority.. and that leads to them expecting everything i say to mean something it doesnt, which is why i dont talk about myself at all, but sometimes make the mistake when asked......
and your emo crap being exactly one of those interpretations.
if you lived your _whole_ life in a country where no one speaks your language, and has completely different brains, youd know the pain of being a group specie whose deprived of their nature.
you know what meerkats do when they are boxed?
they scratch the ground and eat their toenails, whats in their head is something psychotic you wouldnt want to know.
why would you expect humans to be any different if deprived of our nature?
i wish i could be depressed, but ive been my whole life and forgot how to feel sad.
thus only physical pain remains.
im not going to explain it, theres far too many things for even myself to comprehend and never think you could without strong intuition.
i can comprehend the pain of humanity, and i can see the cause.
it only makes me wonder, how can our specie be so stupid as to manipulate our whole population through money and competition if its well known they cause more deaths than anything else in our timeline.
but then, its no wonder since our governoments are controlled by manipulators and banks are controlled by psychopaths while money controls us.
and how could our population be too stupid to see these obvious things?
ugh.. child rape and such are little in comparison.
at least there are some people who have noticed these, but why would a manipulated herd want to even hear the truth of their lives?
this mass manipulation stops justice and thus laws become useless when its anyways legal to destroy other peoples health with dangerous chemicals, as long as its airborne and doesnt cause instant death..
its like, our societies have no leadership at all, we are controlled by random people who just decide to control us for their fun.
instead of having one hitler, we have thousands of hitlers controlling us.
(who wont have to speak us to it since we are _already_ at it.)
and try to make a life in this world.
unemployment (as you mentioned.) is one of their planned things for example, it shouldnt exist yet it does cause of money and its greedy controllers.
if i shot to your knee and you said it hurts, i bet you wouldnt call yourself an emo.
if you ate food for 18 years, and you always feel like throwing up, i bet you wouldnt call yourself an emo, since its real pain. 18 years daily torment aint small thing. and it always comes back to you, you always have to eat.
but then, thats what you sensors so readily do, prejudice.
its easy for you to expect everyone to be the same as you whn your kind is the majority.
if adventures and learning new stuff is boring to you, I feel really sorry for you... the point of seeing and trying out new things is to always be learning... meeting new people, exposure to new ideas- things that you never even thought were possible to exist right in front of your face! Not to mention that, despite the fact that you may enjoy denying it, you're human as well and are just as effected by things like adrenaline rushes and such as anyone else with a nervous system... try denying it, but in doing so you're fighting biology
if you're so dead inside that the thrill of new ideas falls flat to you, I'm not sure why you bother getting up in the morning!
ughhhh..........
dont tell me you think your way is the only way............................
that kind of attitude just kills me......................
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just try learning there are other ways than sensoric views of this existenxe.
i prefer my head over sensorically being somwhere since that way i learn more, OK??
if you see a tree youve never seen before, youre like "oOH wow a NEW thign i never saw!"
but my reaction is: thinks: 'as i would expect, trees have the programming in them to be capable of doing this, after all theyve survived billions of years by doing this cycle.'
see now? intuitive way isnt inferior to sensoric. quite the opposite.
we adventure in our heads, in our imagination, which is limited only by our own capacity which can be increased into massive potential through exercise.
5 senses are limited by outside surroundings, but have the advantage of communication.
and the latter is what i use them for.
i just use my biology differently. i prefer to understand it over blindly using it, everyone their own way.