Salt n' pepper
Pose!
- Joined
- Apr 23, 2009
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- MBTI Type
- ENTJ
- Enneagram
- 8w9
It's never enough. I'm always driven to something better, something more. Meaning, understanding. A stable life is a sucky life. I crave change, evolution.
I think I understand. I think your worst fear is stagnation. Am I close? I think INTPs just have this innate drive to move forward of constant development and improvement. And sometimes you get impatient and you beat yourself up for it, and that's when you tend to create a catch 22 for yourself of negative thoughts and feelings. "I'm a failure, cause I fail, I fail cause I'm a failure" and then you just feel worse and worse. I get the feeling that it's always something in your external environment that eventually breaks this cycle.
Although I'm much like the INTP in the sense that I look for constant development and improvement, I don't beat myself up for my failures. I try to learn from them asap cause I'm always in a hurry to move forward. My eyes are always on the price, looking for new solutions and I enjoy a fast paced lifestyle.