Amethyst
¡MI TORTA!
- Joined
- May 9, 2010
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- MBTI Type
- ESTP
- Enneagram
- 7w8
- Instinctual Variant
- so/sx
I've been thinking, am I really an introvert? Or just a socially awkward and inept extrovert?
You can add input if you would like to, but this is just going to be a rambling of thoughts to organize things for the most part.
I feel like I've changed a lot during break, most of that change was learning to be alone and not talk to anyone for extended amounts of time, and then in time learning to be okay with that.
Now that classes have started, all I want to do is immerse myself in my work by myself and do my workout routines by myself without having to deal with other people. I'd rather have nothing to do with anyone around me, or I actually do, but find it to be too much of a waste of energy.
So, out of that, I feel like I'm becoming much more introverted, but at the same time I'm thinking it could just be the fact that being around others has dropped my self-esteem way too low and would rather be by myself trying to build it back up rather than be around others and feel like shit about myself.
You can add input if you would like to, but this is just going to be a rambling of thoughts to organize things for the most part.
I feel like I've changed a lot during break, most of that change was learning to be alone and not talk to anyone for extended amounts of time, and then in time learning to be okay with that.
Now that classes have started, all I want to do is immerse myself in my work by myself and do my workout routines by myself without having to deal with other people. I'd rather have nothing to do with anyone around me, or I actually do, but find it to be too much of a waste of energy.
So, out of that, I feel like I'm becoming much more introverted, but at the same time I'm thinking it could just be the fact that being around others has dropped my self-esteem way too low and would rather be by myself trying to build it back up rather than be around others and feel like shit about myself.