Ah yeah I see...
I don't care about admiring it in others, I'm stoic by default. Except when I'm angry haha
Why did you bring this up though?
I have before but I just can't yet say that "yes I am more 7 than 8". I can't also say "yes I am totally 8 and no trace of 7". So, this is still a bit open, this question.
I've been told I'm not Sp-first. I don't know.
The thing is I said I prefer to deny/ignore the feeling of danger. I'm not quite sure if I actually constantly see the world as being very dangerous in some unconscious way. I'm really this adept at denying such fears. I am good though at protecting myself in a Sp sense. (I am not totally excluding Sp-first btw.) Quite honestly, I don't like doing it, I don't like focusing on it, because it kind of makes me feel "less powerful". But I still do it when I need to and thus deal with danger. I don't do this by hoarding knowledge though. Getting more knowledge on an issue is an afterthought always. I might be doing it while in the process of doing whatever. It does make me feel better to have knowledge overall.
Hey so what do you think about this?
As for restlessness, if you meant the thoughts about "dull life", I wouldn't call it outright restlessness. As I said, I never act on these thoughts. It's more wishful thinking really, but I'll forget about it fast. I don't really like such feelings, of course.
As for connection to 5, it really really doesn't make sense that it's integration unless you mean integration to low side of 5. That is, a negative way of integrating 5. I've always viewed 5 as a negative influence in my life. It goes against a lot of my default desires.
Anyway, don't get me wrong, I'm not excluding 7 for core type, I prefer to be completely honest in analysing myself but I just can't decide atm. As said above