snegledmaca
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Recently, prompted by thread on intelligence, I was wondering whether something I do shows that I'm a sensor. I dislike new things for the fear of being unable to cope with them. Intellectually. For example I dislike getting new courses on my college because I have no idea how I will perform in them. I honestly fright every time at the beginning of each course (At the points where I am suppose to perform). I also fear that someday, somewhere, I will not be able to keep up and will be left behind. If that happened, if I became obsolete, I think I'd be hit by a major depression. I honestly don't know how I would cope with it. I guess what I'm saying is that I have a fear of being inadequate, incapable someway someday. And because of it I'd much prefer an environment with no change, a stable and tranquil environment where things have been determined and will be like that for the foreseeable future and my competence is secure and stable. Is this a sensor thing?