So, other INTP females... how does it feel to be you? What things did you have to overcome in order for people to accept who you are?
It feels awesome to be me
....except, for when I cannot do something that I MUST be able to do because I am awesome and I want it and I have tried it and nothing is working!
That comes up every day, and it is not fun. It makes me feel like the universe is going to implode because I'm all worthless and stuff.
So, pretty much the only problems I have are with my own intellectual incompetence, or other people's problems with being able to act in a just manner toward me. People who do that aren't really focusing on what I am, they focus on their own various logical fallacies because they FEEL it is right and IT JUST MUST BE RIGHT BECAUSE THE OTHER WAY OF LOOKING AT STUFF IS EVIL. So then they impose these injustices on the universe, and part of the universe is me, and that is the point where it bugs me.
So it is more like, a few people do not accept my way of thinking and doing stuff. And I don't know what to do about those strange, sad humans, yet. lol
But back how I feel about myself... I am constantly pushing myself to new discoveries, new capacities, and new ways of being. I cannot stand being stagnant when there are soooooooooooo many things I am not capable of yet, so many things left to find out... but yet I am stagnant a lot because I am no good at moving forward.
I do not think my expectations are unreasonable, they just may seem like it because my talents seem low to start with, and this degree of obsession with excellence isn't often seen with someone who is so open with someone with such a blank slate to start out with. I am not really inferior, I am just one of the few people out there who is open about shortcomings, and that makes me look untalented but really I am awesome and it is others who show themselves as unrealistically perfect.....
(just in case you were wondering, I do think this is the insight to an INTP female mindset, not that of an INTJ female, lol. I am pretty sure I am not a J, so this stuff is relevant)
What was I saying again? Something about how it feels to be an INTP female?
Well, there's a little bit of rambling to show how a tiny bit of how it feels to be me