miss fortune
not to be trusted
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somehow any time something bad happens in my life I feel like I probably truly deserve it for something that's happened before that... for an example, one of my team members ran into some personal difficulties and I felt really guilty about it as his supervisor, even though it isn't my fault- I still feel seriously guilty, so when my house was robbed that evening I felt like it was deserved
For that matter, I still feel bad for things I did as a child all the way to the present... some things which aren't even my fault by any rational reasoning, but I still somehow feel guilty to the point where bad things that happen just feel like they SHOULD happen
I don't know whether that's just a personal quirk or a sign that I'm even crazier than I thought that I am, but I'm wondering if that's normal... and if there is any way to get past that?
For that matter, I still feel bad for things I did as a child all the way to the present... some things which aren't even my fault by any rational reasoning, but I still somehow feel guilty to the point where bad things that happen just feel like they SHOULD happen
I don't know whether that's just a personal quirk or a sign that I'm even crazier than I thought that I am, but I'm wondering if that's normal... and if there is any way to get past that?