hah dropping out after 3,5 years... that takes a lot of NP courage!
hah dropping out after 3,5 years... that takes a lot of NP courage!
I couldn't concentrate. I was amazed how well I did the last semester I was in school...I seriously felt like I was dragging myself to the end, and I kept telling myself everything would be better when the next semester started...then all of this crazy shit started going on, and I started talking to people about it...and the right (wrong) person said to me, "If you hate your life, why don't you change it?"
It doesn't take much when I have a strong feeling about something. Even now when I try to think about myself being back there, I'm glad I came here even if it hasn't always been easy and probably looks insane to the general populace. I was really miserable. I kept thinking about jumping into the river behind my apartment
Omg, this is exactly how it's like for me for last 1-2 years,i am literaly barely dragging myself to my college. I am more absent than present and spent a lot money on cabs because I am always late. And the thing that person told you, hah, i told myself that recently too.
I dont understand, you dropped and never went back or you did went back?
problem with me is that i am sure that i dont want medicine, and i invested so much into it; Anatomy,physiology,central nervous system,biochemistry...etc. ---i spent 10 hours per day studying that!!! it all goes to waste.
I'd try to transfer to US to save some credits, but it doesnt look doable.
In a way I feel relief when I drop out, real relief, but then I go to my college, see the people and feel envious of them because they'll get their diploma and are doing something out of their lives. If i drop out now i am pretty sure I'll be sad about it in few months.
I wouldn't want one. Dancing and stuff is a whole different ballgame, because it can be fun. Having a sugar daddy though...that seems like faking love...and I just can't do that. I have this personality where I want to be dominated, but I have to CHOOSE the person who is allowed to do it...I can't just play passive with someone I'm not in love with. I can't fake love, and I would feel too controlled (trapped...help...suffocating...) to constantly be submitting myself to one individual that I didn't have genuine feelings for. I also wouldn't place priority on money over having a real relationship. I'd be afraid it would interfere with me having a REAL boyfriend/lover/husband.
Does that resonate with you, or no?
I can give you info on it if you want it. PM me.
Some men like small breasts, especially if you are a smaller or thin woman, which I've seen you say that you are.
I hate academia, too. I thought Europe would be better than America! Guess I was wrong...
I guess. *emo sigh*
i really think many many men dont care about breast size.
I have big boobs and almost all my boyfriends didnt care about boobs. Speaking to guys, i guess almost 40% and more dont give big priority to boobs.
Not much bullying in school and now this. Your country sounds like a paradise!
hahahhahaha. AAAAAAAAAA. dont say that!
and notboobs-men are probably all over USA, you just concentrate on boobs-men.
A little, the main difference for me is that I've never really seen it as faking love or as something radically different from a real relationship.
yes, there are plenty of guys in the U.S. who aren't boob men...but sometimes it can be hard to see that there are men who prefer YOUR TYPE, whatever that type may be, but trust me...they are out there. and there's lots of them.
i really think many many men dont care about breast size.
I have big boobs and almost all my boyfriends didnt care about boobs. Speaking to guys, i guess almost 40% and more dont give big priority to boobs.