I can relation to the personal search thing....maybe it's a little different. I guess I look at me and what I am and try to improve it. It's still a personal search, but with a different aim, thus I can relate.
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NF The NF must be authentic. they seek self-actualization in identity and unity in relationships. The search for the true unique self is the lifelong process of becoming.
How is your NT identity important? What is important to you? Do you think more often about your own self-knowledge/ how you see yourself, or communicating competency (or something else) to others?