we can be precise, but it's frustrating. if we haven't practiced the fuck out of what we're thinking, then exxp types just come in and say it way better than us instinctively. we're just floaty and lost without a recognizable and navigateable context. bc we try to look thru the fog and get so close up that we easily lose our bearings.
when i'm at my best, i just instinctively gravitate/drift to the exact place where i need to look around some more. i just recognize and know, before it happens. it's awesome.
once you've learned to move glaciers by sheer mental dominance, everything else seems quite easy. the bigger the problem the better you become.
but, on the contrary, when i need to error-check and create more direct, explicit, less hazy and ambiguous and vague judgment, i get way frustrated bc it takes too much time and effort to do unless it is totally important and meaningful and necessary. otherwise it's just not worth it. bc it is not my forte.